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Monday, March 30, 2009

 

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Hellohellohello people of tha worldd ;D
todaaaaaay, i have been a gudgud gerl. baleq uma teroos syol. nyeahhaha, coz i had nothing to do afta sku. afta sups i went homesweethome. hrms. anywayys.. *read on(:

why are you changed just becoz of a guy in 2n3? not say change laa. lyk so different. not only me realise that. a few other people, i dont wanna mention who, also realise luh. u think, alot people like that guy? kamon luh, his perangai, you go see uh. very unbelieveable. angkat kat skola, beh tu caryk gado? thats' what i heard.. n you even say, you wan be a bad gerl agn? kamon luh, dont be. ur pretty, alot of ppl lyk you, and now, question urself, is this tha real ____ you wana be? think.. im doing this coz i rly care for you, my friend.

anyhoo, i punched Darwiis today and he shut-the-fuck-up after so. im a girl, youre a guy. why shut up? fight back luh seh DON! cakap je lelaki. tapi ble aku tumbok, tros diam? apedaaaaa~ merepek eh. grow up eh! oh yar, i punch darwiis coz i said "nak try per, ckp org tk kuat". faham2 je laa ye? hahas. bytheway, i wanna blog about the problem that im in right now.

just now, i almost bursted into tears because i felt that i dont know how to handle the friends that i have now. they all call me to talk to them, sit with them, etc. idk who to go to first. its stressed out if you have diff friends with diff attitudes and diff things they think of each other, knuhmsayin'? for instance Nadz and Wanie, 2 of them cant click. Sort of. They can bt behind each other they jkchfioasnkzlnmspxzxz about each other. i'll just go "mm, okay"., coz idk what to answer them. as for firah and diyana, that one also another thing now. it's hard to handle. firah, diyana, why now different? coz of someone. last time, you guys together, never find me kan? now find me? i dont care. coz im ur friend. i'll be there wen u guys need me. tapi camne? its hard tau, it is. behind each other yall go xznwjkashiopqwnkosamkl about each other, and idk what to answer. sometimes i agree with feerah. wait, certainly ALWAYS AGREE-ING with whatever feerah says becoz what she says is true. really. i dont mean to make you ask me stuff but its true, teh things that feerah been sayin boutcha is true. hmm.. being known by alot isnt fun, its HARD. -_- im not saying im popular or anyting, im just saying needing to handle so many friends at the same time is hard. later they think you dont friend them lah, what lah. irritating, yes?

pfftch, im done with that. now for another thing. - If you trusted me all along, you shouldnt have said that you regret buying me a hp. now that you got me a hp, out of a sudden, you basnosndxffklxzhaxzx all those negative things. say what? got boy, YES LA, FRIENDS LA. CANNOT AH? say what? got BUKAN BUKAN. what you mean?! NO PORN, NO BABI, NO LARD, GO CHECK. NOTHING THERE LAH. -_- Dont trust me still? In the first place you should have thinkkkkkkkkkkk as long as you wanted, SHOULD YOU GIVE ME THAT HP OR SHOULD YOU NOT? WHAT ARE THE CONSEQUENSES? WILL SHE BE WORTH BLABLABLABLABLABLA. look at me! LOOK. PRIMARY SCHOOL I GOT STUDY? no right? PSLE I GOT STUDY? NO RIGHT! still, i passed, NA. i went NA, NOT NT OR STAYBACK.and now, im STUDYING! ok la, not really study, but like got do homeworks and all, rarely. BT STILL GOT DO RIGHT? and i've been doing well for my studies. even you said that. and now youre like so different towards me. paranoid or what? stop it ok. if you want that hp, then tell me a valid reason why. i dont get why the hell youre doing this to me. you want to take the hp for what?! what i do?! no dirty msgs, no bf, no love-love, no nothing! what else you want? i got study, i got do well, i got study, i got do well. YOU SAY ALL YOU WANT IS ME DOING WELL IN MY STUDIES. THATS WHAT YOU SAID OKAY. and now youre like this? aper seh. tak fair tau? really tak fair. hmm.
sssssssssssshyt okays.
gahh, forget it. listening to rock music makes my stress go away. :DDD

xoxo deana{:

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