NANACARTER LAA.

I, Nur Deana, declare that am not ready for a relationship because I think I still need to learn how to love myself first and study boys. Even if I'm into someone right now, I guess it's just right to know him inside out. I suck. Bleargh. Bye. (:

p/s THIS POST IS SUPER DUPER SHORT SIAK.

muke last warning siaaaaaaaaaaaaaak -.-"

I'll blog about my day first, then I'll blog about some NABUEHSHEEPAI person.
TODAY
I'll be at home, ALL DAY, starving ):

Yesterday I tried calling you but you rejected and your hp off-ed after that,
I didn't think much and i thought you're busy. So today i called you in the morning,
and found out that your mom was in ICU.
Im really so sorry to hear that!
I hope she gets well ASAP.
I'll pray hard for your mom and you too.
I'm now fearing something.
Its not that i want your mom to be gone,
but it's what im afraid of.
Im sure that's on your mind too right?
Thats why im saying, i'll pray and INSYA'ALLAH she'll be fine.
Well i know she will. She's strong.
AMIN.

NOW for the moment you've all been waiting for...
THAT MOTHERFUCKING BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
(this paragraph will be in malay and english at the same time. sorry to others who dont understand. pls ask me if you want to. WARNING! I WILL SOUND LIKE A MINAH REP, BUT IM NOT K!)

Kalau kau tak suke aku, kau bole ckp kat aku. Aku bole fuck off dari kau peh life oke? Kau cakap ngan aku, kau tak suke aku bobal belakang kau. Pikir ah siao, sape suke? Skarang kau bobal blakang aku. Ade aku bobal belakang kau tak? Tidak. Aku bobal ngan kau baik2, aku cakap ngan kau aku nak change, etc. Aku tunjok kau yang aku changing. Skarang kau bobal belakang aku, ngan sape? Ngan matair kau. Asal siao? Ape aku ade buat pat kau? Aku dah bayar wang kau pe. Ape kau nak lagi siao? Kau cakap, aku perampas lelaki? Eh sorry sikit eh, aku takde rampas lelaki punye orang. Aku ade more better things to do, furthermore, jantan2 kau tu sume, merepek! Stakat muke cute, ade satu yang sapau, kau tau tu aku nye ex, aku ade right uh nak spend time ngan dier TAPI SKARANG NI, aku tak suke die, aku dah lame lupekan die, kau sape ngan die yang sampai kau nak peng kat kau peh bf? kau tak pernah pon go steady ngan die. Yang kau nak peng crite knape siao? Kau cakap, aku ngan kau that time kat rumah die, then kau bingit, kau balik kan? Kau pikir kite buat keje pat rumah die per? Aku lepas tu aku turun ah siao, carik kau peh pasal! Last last kau dah balik. Gini macam pe kawan? Lu mao peng, peng pakai otak sikit ahk. Kau nampak pe kite buat same2? Kau ade spy camera pe? Kau apasal, tak happy bole bobal pe. Not only that, kau cakap pat die, SUME lelaki yang kau contact, aku nak rampas? NAAAAAAAAAAAAABUEH, semenjak biler siao? Ni sume aku dapat tau dari MATAIR KAU SENDIRI OKE! Lagi ape eh kau cakap, kau cakap, that day keluar ngan __ ngan kau ngan aku, then __ baring, aku baring sebelah die? Eh, aku baring OPPOSITE dan JAUH dari die ahk. Aku bukannye baring kat atas die memotek cium ngan die pe! Tu pon die TTM kau, bukan matair kau. At that point of time kau dah ada matair (yang lama nye). Gini macam, lau kau peng crite pasal ni sume, sape lagi ehk kau bilang? Mesti kene nye satu hari pat kau. Aku takkan revenge pasal aku care pasal kau. Aku betape kesah pasal kau, aku sabar jek ah. Next, kau pakai HP ___ untok message matair baru kau tu, pakai NAME AKU, cakap "hi. if i say i want sex, u want?" ASAL NGAN KAU SIAL? Hot ah hot! Aku ade perna pakai name kau msg matair aku per? Tak pernah kan? Asal kau kene buat gini pat aku? Aku takde buat pape kat kau tau tak! Kau tengok diri kau dulu ah, kau dah ade matair that time yang lame nye, beh kau pegi motek ngan jantan lain. Alasan nye ape, "matair aku pon tak kesah pe aku ade TTM ke ape". Gitu macam tkya nak ade matair ah siao! Matair kau yang skarang nik pon, kau blom jumpe, blom kenal pon! BARRUUUUU 1 minggu, dah stead. Ape siaaao? LANJIAO ahh. Batal puase aku! Sanggop ekh kau buat ginik pat aku. Kau tengok, satu ari confirm kene pat kau alik ah sio. TATA!

-edited-
1) i buka at my aunty house, i ate ALOT of fried chicken, lauks will be dhalcha.
2) i will be sleeping over my brother's house.
3) i am using a vintage hp, monotoned. HAHAHAHAHA
and uh, i cant call out siah. there's words "check info service" everytime i try to call someone, cannot get thru. urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh ya, im f_ing

on a side note:
i dont think i'd admit to you that i like you because im still unsure.
its going way too fast and i doubt i'd even get you.
haaaaaaaaaaix, help me can?
and i really hope your mother is okay.
AMIN.
i LIKE you. big time.

Xoxo, DEANA.
P.S: WHAT A POST! i miss that boy (L)
im hoping that we'd get to celebrate raya together,
not as couples, but as friends. mcm cool kan?
hee^^ big big crush yaw.

Labels: ilovehim, lanchaoooz, raya with him please

i randomly edited this picha of ahtee fadli, a friend of mine.
i was bored whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat -.-" k NEEEEEEEXXXXXXXTTTTTT!



nothing to do, at home, so boring.
alah, in school also boring. sleep only my work.
what do i want ah?
hahahaha.
i want my handphone back ):
brother took it!
if he sold my phone, i tell you,
i'll totally ask him to get me a new phone.
it's my first hp, and if he sold my sayang 1st ever hp,
I WILL KILL HIM.
anyhow force me to give him my hp,
then wanna sell.
i kill him ah, i tell you.
hahahahaha.

NEXTTTTTTTTTTT!
just now, i was dancing to You're A Jerk. i was doing the reject.
skali i slipped and fell on my butt!
daaaaaaaaaaarn it, i laughed like hell.
lucky nobody was looking siaaaah.
coz the reject, we gotta do the so called shuffle BACKWORDS,
then my leg lost balance,
and BAM! i fell on my butt.
HAHAHAHHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH.

NEXTTTTTTTTTTT!
im sleepy, and i dont have my hp with me.
not even deedi's spare hp.
im very sad, because i wont get to hear his voice today.
alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ):
he's not online pon.
wth!
and and, worst thing is,
he's starting work from 12 noon to the following morning, starting NEXT WEEK!
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH.
if i seriously dont get back my hp,
i fucking gonna kill my brother.
make sure he gets me a new hp,
AND MAKE SURE HE PAYS MY 30 DOLLARS BACK!
naaaaaaaaaabueh, irritating.

NEXTTTTTTTTTTT!
i think i do like you, haaaaaaaa.
but let time do the work.
duh.
you totally gave me hints on how to get you already ^^
maybe im way too young for you,
BUT HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
if siti nur haliza can marry datok k,
why cant i marry you?
cheh, berangan deana eh, tsk tsk.
even if i dont get you, i'd appreciate what Allah gave me already.
for you being my friend, an almost v close one too (:
i hope you're reading this,
because maybe..
i want you to know in a way or another that,
you are there when i need someone to make me smile,
someone to make me laugh till i got abs on my tummy,
and really changed my thinking after that ONE FUNNY QUESTION.
if you're still unsure of who you are, and if you want hints,
read thoroughly. there's a 3 letter word (no, not sex) that us both naughty people like to say.
eh actually the post up there ^ has the hints already siah, the work and everything.
i'm not saying I LOVE YOU and I CAN DIE WITHOUT YOU lah but,
i'm still unsure wether am i supposed to admit to you or not?
i really cannot say. because...
you tell me you are not into relationships,
because of what you have studies past few years with other girls.
i'm afraid if i tell you now,
it's like too soon.
so i'll make a descision.
maybe...
i'll just keep in close contact with you, and have fun talking to you on the phone whenever you and i are free lah.
get to know you inside out, and then..
maybe when the day comes,
i'll tell you.
i know im wayyyyyyyyy younger than you,
if you have an issue with this,
tell me. be straightforward.. you're a guy okay.
(L)
xoxo, deana.

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p.s! i've got a great big crush on you boy, big time! but my heart skipped a beat when i saw pictures of you with a girl that i know. i'm really irritated by it and i totally don't feel good. i wouldn't say i despise that girl but i don't really like her. why must you hug her in that picture like that? at least take pic like that can ah but this one.. hug? haiyaaa, its your life anyways. i cant stop you. and ahh, lucky you pukimak get to take pic with him like that eh. naaaabueh chibeh jealous here. kaninaaaaaaa! hahahaha. i sound so like minah rep sia. fucking irritated by that picture. well at least i get to talk to you EVERY DAY for HOURS and not only that, i get to share problems with you. even though i haven't met you yet, i do know that in the future i WILL be close to you, yes i will bebehs (:

Labels: tralalahhs

"Dah sakit suare __ lah tu."

Labels: ohhhh shawty

Labels: random

eventhough he has looks of a matrep or maybe some typical malay guy,
he has the heart of a whole different type of person.
he really showed that he's a different person in ways that,
he never ask for sex, like how typical guys would.
he dosen't go around fucking girls.
he always makes original and funny jokes which makes me laugh till i got 6 pax stomach muscles.
almost everyday talking to him on the phone for hours.
he makes my day, yes.
and because of ONE QUESTION he made me realise ALOT OF THINGS.
finally i think, that having a significant other isn't such a big fucking thing.
no boyfriend, no problem.
got boyfriend, got problem.
but sometimes, no boyfriend also got some problems like...
i do have feelings that sometimes i need someone to be there but i just dont have any.
and the feeling of lonliness, it makes me think back and cry in the corner of my room.
just like an emo kid, saying things, everything negative.
somehow i myself am curious,
am i into this person, or is it another passing by feeling?
i have to know you even more than i do now.
kay, im done with today.
xoxo deana.

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XOXO DEANA.
{P/S; FUCK YOU.}

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sweet like honey thats what you are to me
you got me hypnotized
you got ma knees weak
melt me in the sun
but im gonna let it be
coz he's tha fire im tha wax
you probably know what i mean

i fall in love when i find someone attractive
someone that i can talk to and interact with
after a while you fade away
well i still think of you even till today
why am i stupid to shed tears for you
you weren't even my own baby boo

Labels: try out

hello world!
today, is a very boring day. as usual, i woke up, ate sahur, sleep.
woke up, called Mal. talked to him for a while. laugh here laugh there.
off bed, showered. blogging now. haha. what should i blog about today?
ok, i share a video k.
watch.



coolshit right? haha, im addicted.
gonna dance my ass off to this song,

Labels: jerking, quick update

Labels: new boyz you're a jerk

Hello readers of im-so-sedap. Today's topic will be about...

It's just my opinions and shit, no need to make a big fuss out of this post alright. Anyways, for the past 3 years, I have been trying SO HARD to change my fucked up attitude. It's so fucked up that I feel like i'm cursed. And this morning, at around 2am till 4am, I talked to a friend of mine and he made me realise so many things. He proved that he was one of a kind. Eventhough he looks like a matrep, has tattoos, and smokes, he is a truly nice person. He is now removing his tattoos, and he dosen't drink. He dosen't go around fucking girls, and he dosen't do nonsense like other expected matreps/boys would. Instead, he makes up original and extremely funny jokes and yes, he made me laugh like CRAP because.. Mom didn't know I was using the phone and I didnt want her to know, so I had to whisper all along. Thank God he understood what I was talking all along. But in one of the things that we talked about, he made me laugh really hard and my sister almost woke up. We talked about FISHES. I'll elaborate about that later on. He himself had an issue changing, and I am too. Right now, I feel that I finally found the answers to all the questions. What I'm lack of, I know already. It's just ONE QUESTION that my friend ask me, which made me ask some more. That one question already tells me wether I'm going to heaven or hell. Past few days, weeks, months, I have been having conflicts with my friends BECAUSE of what I'm doing. For example, I scold this person FUCK. Then the consequenses cant be another person scold be back FUCK, instead it could be I fall sick, or I lost my keys to the house or something like that. Now I realise that even the smallest thing you do can affect your life. Or maybe afterlife? Haa. It's never too late to change. I'm taking this changing thing one step at a time. Slowly. Really slowly. I'm not gonna let others bring me down, because I know I'm strong. All this fights, etc, are all tests from God. Wether you are strong enough or not. I told myself, "dont say you want to change. show it." but it's hard lah. I take alot of time to change.
Here are the few things that I think I have changed in me.
- I dont swear much when I'm angry
- I talk nicely
- Wayyyyyyy polite than last time
There's more to come. Heh. Ok I'm tired of posting about changing lah! Change topic.
What are conflicts? Conflicts are some disagreements between a person and another person. Let's look at one of the situation example. It all started this way. Julia was disturbing Wan in class. Wan pointed middle finger to Farhan but intentionally, Wan wanted to point at Julia. Nina went to "pauto" to Julia and Julia wasn't happy. So after that, Julia asked Wan. Wan answered nicely. In school, Julia was making other people hate Wan and Julia dragged in all Wan's friend from being Wan's friend. Is this fair? Then Julia even called Wan a dog, a stupid dog, critisizing in class, asking another friend of Julia's to point middle finger to Wan. Wan only did 2 things, and Julia did like already too many to name. The next day, Julia and friends stare-stare at Wan. Not happy ah? I dont even care. Haaaaaaaaaaaiya. I just dont get it. You guys dont see your mistakes, instead point mine. Losers. WHAAATEVER. Hah.
K im lazy. Buka in like...... 4 hours time. WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO.
xoxo. deana.

I MISS AJIE KAWAN. bye.

Labels: buka, change, idk, puasa, what a bad lil girl i am

sometimes i wonder why you had to go.

i miss you stuffing my mouth with fish nuggets. hugging each other. when i was so shy infront of your mom. what happened to all that, "baby i miss you" thing that you send me everyday? what happened to, "sayang, i miss you already" or,"love you miss you mwa" or, "good morning dear" or, "from the past relationship, i had a bad breakup and had no feelings. im looking for it in you". if you think you're SO mature than go marry yourself to an old woman. probably nenek keropok. there are tons of them. in other words, i fucking hate the fact that you had to go on the day that we first met. CRAP. even bambi thinks you're stupid. i think so she does. ediot!

XOXODEANA.
p.s. stop procrastinating!

Labels: haiyaaaaaaa

ramadhan's coming. wooooooooooooooooooooo. fasting bebeh fasting! mcm tkleh saba gitu kans? haaaaaaaaaaaaiyak. btw sorry for the longggggggg not updated blog. been busy and somone took away internet cable! haaaa. k dah.

bye!

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Labels: i love life now

can i update one by one? it's gonna be long bebehs.
SATURDAY
Mr Nazra supposed to be meeting me siah, but tak jadi coz he sick. awwhs ): dammitxz kan~ so i headed to Pasir Ris to meet Haiqal. (Yes, all the way to Pasir Ris bebeh) Went there, he fed me fish nuggets. Played around with Bambi. I kissed Bambi sey. And i held its paw! Heh. First time being THAT close to a cat. Wow. Haiqal geram sey tengok kuching. Cute. K then go home, went for a wedding. Slept over ABANG's house. Was fun! ^^
SUNDAY
Woke up at 9am, showered, ate breakfast (honey stars), waited for abang and wifey to wake up and get the kids ready. They woke up, i took care of the kids while waiting for them to shower. Ok, da shower, then abang went to play soccer @ bedok. Went downstairs with the laptop, play on the laptop while taking care of kids. Tiring yet fun! After dat, went to Boon Keng and sent one of the kids to the GRAMMA's house. Went over to Newton, Velocity. Watched netball play2, then bought a slipper from Cotton On. after that headed to UDDER, the place where we eat ICE CREAM! woo haha. i ate gila melaka and cookies and cream waffer icecream. WOOTS sedapp! haha. just that the gila melaka is sooo sweet. heeh. after that headed to novena and eat AGAIN! at some hawker center. i ate IKAN PARI BAKARRRR, kerang with dippings, rice, soursoup ice kacang, chrysenthemum tea drink. nice nice ^^ bonchet after that ey. HAHA! ok da.
TODAY PLAK.
i'll update only on the positives, yay.
after school that is, at canteen. talked to mr andy tan and hafiz, YES! the HAFIZ! hahaha. solehah, sulhailah and yuni was there also^^ Fun seyy talk to them. darn funny too! hahahaa.
Lol, manly okay? HAHAHA.
Kay, bye. HEH. tiring to type alot of words ay.
I'll update about BETRAYING A FRIEND on the next debate thing. Aight bye.

Labels: fun day today

webcam.

hi people,
today i am bored.
and please dont ask me my status.
bye.

Whatever.
I knew that would happen.
And you said you wouldnt dump me?
You already did.
Urgh.
Whatever.

Eh, sorry tak online uh. Been busy.
Lazy.
Sick.
Pfffft.

I hateeeeeeeeeeee that i love you. PFFT!
monkey love, heh.
-.-
i kissed bambi.
:)

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hey hey hey! sorry uh no pics, lazy to upload sey.
today was a really great day yaw. well at first it sucked.
dont ask why because i don't wanna elaborate on that sad part.
nyeheheh.
lets talk about during the sports carnival.
i cried because of something, but cooled down after sitting with awesome people!
who?
- hakheem
- akif
- syahril
- maii
- Hannah
(sorry if i forgot any of y'all)
they were AWESOME i tell ya! they cheered me up more than ANYBODY could. especially akif and syahril! read on to know what happened ^^
well firstly i came by and talked to akif downstairs with the blazing hot sun shining towards our directions. then akif said, 'eh lets go up, its hot down here'. so i was like, 'oh okay!'. as i went up, they said 'eh lets dance'. so i was like, 'eh ya, lets dance'. while watching maii eat. i sorta "seduced" hakheem by like making a move at the part where fergie said "lada di da da di daaaaaaaaa" in her song pump it. it was cool ya! hahaha.
after that, i talked to Hannah and maii and SETTLED EVERYTHING PEACEFULLY. PEACE-FUL-LY! Hehh. headed to multi purpose hall with Hannah and maii, the awesome.
after blabbering about the winners, there was a break! so i went over to talk to akif.
we played SCISSORS PAPER STONE SLAP VERSION. he was literally winning all the way. pfft! hahahaha. then he ajak me after sports day hang out or something. so i went ah after sports day. had a great great greaaaaaaat time with them even though its tiring and challenging at the same time.
us four, Hakheem Akif Syahril Deana, main plan was to head to school and do something. so i said okay, then hakheem remembered that he left his wallet. and i actually described a wallet i saw maii holding so yeahs it was his wallet, called maii and maii was at FAR EAST. so we headed there by bus.
before that we were waiting for the taking-own-sweet-time bus while singing and tolerating someone's annoyance. (Ahmad, heh)so we kinda missed 171.. i was like WTH? so hakheem/akif said lets go walk to the next bus stop. from far, we saw 171. i was like EHHH! then hakheem was like, "RUN!!!" so we kinda ran for the bus. HAHAHAAHA! we made it! and then headed over to far east.
met maii and hannah, took the wallet and was thinking whether to take bus or train home. so akif thought he couldnt, so did i, and syahril wanted to take train. so hakheem had to go, and he went.
after a while akif said wanna check the MRT fare. so we went.
WE COULD HAVE JUST FOLLOWED HAKHEEM! coz we could afford it. hahahhah.
we were tired.
in the train, WAS THE BEST!
us three, syahril akif deana.
we were like talking, playing games, daring each other and all that!
cool rightttttttttt. they were like making me laugh.
we were laughing till our stomachs felt like we just did 1371829128934612739 crunches! ahahahahahaha.
what joke? heh heh cannot type, later KIDS PAUTO TEACHER i die.
hahahhahahahaahahahaha ask me personally uh
but seriously,
im happy because akif said that he could see a change, a really big change in me, IN A GOOD WAY! and he's at ease with me. i was like SHIT last time. and now looks like akif, syahril, hakheem, maii and hannah might be close to each other. Akif especially! (= im so happy Allah showed that theres at least 2-3 people, maybe more, who cares for me and makes me laugh big time! wooh. here's another long post hahahha.
to akif, thanks for making me laugh today. syahril too! and no, dont need to pity me. we were all sleepy yeah. and the jokes, heh. i couldnt take it but LAUGH OUT LOUD! hahahahahahahahaha. shhh...
to maii and hannah, its settled. lets just take it easy. i know i didnt do wrong. even if i did, i apologized and its SETTLED. thanks (:
oh ya, i almost forgot!
after sending akif to the bus stop, intentionally wanting to head home but i saw my primary school friends and so i kinda sat with them.
hahahahaha. amirul kacau deana rabak sio! hahahahaha. hafiz kacau minah laaaaagi rabak! hahahahaha. only we know :P pffffft of course bf will know lah.

xoxo, D.
ps. i found somebody better than the ones i had. i appreciated those times, and i still appreciate you guys, but its only 1 of you who i still trust right now. SHE knows who SHE is. (: and ey, i got a new bestie laaa~ sort of. heee. AKIF :D
woots, i hope this friendship will last.
thanks for the pat on the shoulder, akif. i wont let you down. (:



bf, i love you. *hugs you tight* and i miss bambi's voice. hehee (:

Labels: akif, coolnessbebeh, settled said and done, sports day

hello!
today, i went to school as per normal. i was like DAMN sleepy and missing someone at the same time. HEH~
my lessons are as usual, quite boring. i felt like sleeeeeping the whole entire day but i just cant sleep in class that much. i dont know why -.-
seriously i feel that i should blog about having friends in my debate blog. remind me kay brain? HAHHAHAHA.
wooh, i actually did my maths today like a goodgirl. thanks to zijing, who forced me to. he slapped my arm and shocked me till i was like WHAT! i was awake, and i was angry for him doing that to me. PSH. who ask you to beat my hand?! thanks anyways, you woke me up! hee (H)
ahhh, i wouldnt wanna elaborate much on what i did in school coz it sucked big time. later i tell you all kay? shhh.. must secret secretive :P! moving on now, my literature project is ALL DONE. shocked that i did my work? well you all should be. deana isnt the bad deana that she was. heh heh heh
after school, i went off with syahirah since i couldn't find solehah. we were supposed to have our training for captain's ball. this friday i have a so called tournament OMG OMG OMG and im the captain! hahahahaha
so i headed to meet syahirah, and guess what? everyone is getting taller than me. wtf, they are like growing and im like almost the shortest. wani is still the shortest lah among the girls. heee and im still taller than amirul, so i still feel tall. psh.
this is gonna be a really long post. i'll tell you all why later in the post. hmm. so syahirah and i headed to walk around jurong and felt bored. we went over to 7-11 and bought cup noodles, slurpee and my mash potatoes. (ugh, it sucked coz i bought bbq. tasteless) after that we went off to my old times block which i usually lepak at last time. memories, oh well. haha. we sat there thinking what to do. so syahirah said she wanted to meet her boyfriend, so she called her boyfriend. her boyfriend said that he'd be at jurong at around 5. so we said we'll wait. after eating and all that, we walked around and i brought her over to my house playground's pondok. pondok is like a place to sit ah. i saw my old friends there so i told her to follow me and sit together. got to know a girl named Buntat! she's shorter than me and she looks like a sec 1.
KIKI: Eh deana, kau tarok extensions ey?
DEANA: tak ah, asal?
KIKI: panjang sey rambot!
DEANA: eh? yah uh. hahahaha.
KIKI talks to kecik: mcm extensions kan?
KECIK: yaa. lawa sey!
DEANA: heh. *kembang*
EHK MY HAIR REALLY GROWING LONG LAH YEAH!? hahahahahahahahaahahaha. people thought i put on extensions. and i kinda tie it really high and it looks like cheerleader-ish ponytails. hahahaha. its long already. i wish i could cut, but mom wouldnt let me. she said i looked better in long hair. so yeah, id keep long hair.
at the table, there was...
- Kecik (Shilah)
- Buntat (Yuhua)
- Mazii (KK person)
- Kiki (atiqa)
- Riah (boncet)
- Syahirah
- Me
- and a few hongkah, fuhua students (fat joe yan, syaril, kentalans) + haziq -- PLAYING FOOTBALL
Riah banyak comments sio. she always commented on me and all of them there. she said,
"eh deana, asal kau nye baju skola koto ah?"
then i was like, "aku tak makan betolbetol ah tadi soup tertumpah"
then buntat was like, "kau banyak comment siak"
laugh laugh. HAHA.

conversations as followed.

sabar! i wanna shit, be right back. time check, 7.50pm
im back. time check, 7.53pm
wow, i shit fast. hahahahaahahahaha

back to the conversations.
RIAH: eh deana, kau ngan dia (syahirah) jiwe specs per?
ME: ah2. tapi die nye lagi besar siot. kaw tengok.
RIAH: hahah, ah2 siol.
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RIAH: eh asal kau taknak dudok? ade tempat dudok tktaw dudok pe?
ME: sial ah kau, sundal seh perangai. bobal baik2 ah.
RIAH: kau asal. hahahaha.
SYAHIRAH: takpe ah. diri je.
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i was talking to riah about why she and her ex broke up. so i asked,
ME: kau taknak baru nye bf? ke kenal2 ngan sape2.
RIAH: nak ah.. tapi aku tk tau eh.
ME: tu ade, *points to an indian man*
RIAH: *shouts* EH ADE NUMBER?
ME: siak ah kau.
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kecohrables started talking about boyfriends and then buntat was asking,
BUNTAT: eh, name bf kau sape?
ME: h****l
BUNTAT: kau? *points to syahirah*
SYAHIRAH: hafiz.
BUNTAT: kau? *points to riah*
RIAH: wawan.
ME: sume orang kau tanye. beh kau?
BUNTAT: aku eh, aku takde. huahahaha.
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so the kentalans, plus haziq and the hongkah people were like contributing cigarettes. i was like,
ME: dorang ade rokok ah. nampak tu fat joe pegang.
RIAH: kau mintak ah.
ME: kau mintak ah, kau yang nak. aku plak kene.
RIAH: *shouts to them* EH ADE ROKOK LOKEK PER SIAL?
ME: sial punye minahrep. ahahahaha.
RIAH: puki bodo kau.
ME: puki kau balik. eh mintak la bodo.
RIAH: *shouts* EH CB LOKEK SIOL!
SYARIL: ape lokek.
RIAH: ade rokok taknak kasi.
SYARIL: ah kkk. *walks away*
RIAH: *points to the lift* eh kau tengok, satu2 siak kental. naik atas block isap rokok.
ME: kental pe!
RIAH: eh kacau dorang ah pat atas? jom uh.
ME: aku pape. jom uh.
SYAHIRAH: ahahahaha. jom!
so i left my bag downstairs and waited for them to go up, followed by us 3 going up.
ME: siak, isap rokok tingkat 2 takpe, ni tingkat 11 sio.
RIAH: kental pe.
-syahirah kept quiet, laughing all the way-
-went up and when we reached...-
RIAH: kimak ade rokok lokek sial!
HAZIQ: *runs*
SYARIL: *smokes*
RIAH: isap rokok tak tarik siol.
ME: kimak, kental. ade rokok buat ape siol? kasi aku suah.
RIAH: tu pasal ah. kental sio *tak happy coz they dont wanna give rokok, hahaha*
ME: eh turon ah, buang mase siot. kental sia dorang.
RIAH: haha. ah2 la. isap rokok tk tarik. kental sio. kental!
ME: jalan uh.
HAZIQ: kau diam uh minahrep. jalan sua.
ME: cb sia kau.
RIAH: kau asal sial?
-goes in the lift-
-halfway closed, someone said something-
HAZIQ: dah la hitam. kimak, minahrep siol sume. mepek sia.
RIAH: -open lift, went out- eh nak cakap boleh cakap depan2 pe. asal kental bile lift tutop baru cakap? takot per sial?
HAZIQ: *saying something i cant hear*
RIAH: kental sial korang!
-goes in the lift, went down-
-boom! a kick on the lift door from kentalans-
RIAH: cb nak tendang pe!
ME: macam superman siot sluar pendek tu.
RIAH: sial ah. naik balik uh sial.
ME: naik ah naik.
RIAH: -goes up- takde orang pon.. kental sio. turon alik.
then we went down. disturbing them over and over again. after us saying they were nerds smoking upstairs, they smoked downstairs. i was like...
ME: eh skarang aru isap kat bawa? skarang aru ade konek? kimak tadi pat atas step big fuck sial. abeh diam uh?
RIAH: tu pasal ar.
SYARIL: eh kau dengar anjing barking tak?
RIAH: puki siol kau.
SYARIL: woof woof woof
ME: cb dia ckp woof woof siot, sape yang anjing skarang?
RIAH: tu uh, merepek siak. takde IC plak tu.
ME: kau cb bodo.
then theres more ah, so so funny. hahahhaa.
after that i ajak them to walk around near teh tarik. a guy asked riah for her number, wow!
maot ah gerl. hahahahahhahaha.
here i am now at home, tired. i have a confession to make.
I ADMIT I AM A POTENTIAL MINAH REP BUT I SO DONT WANNA BE ONE AND I WONT BE. MARK MY WORDS. I EVEN TOLD RIAH THAT WE ARE BOTH POTENTIAL MINAH REPS. BUT WE DONT HAVE MACDONALDS EYEBROWS AND WE DONT LOOK LIKE MINAH REPS. WE TALK LIKE ONE. SEE, I NEVER DENY. HUAHUAHUA ^^
this is the conversation that i had with a chibye person.
PERSON: eh kau minahrep per?
ME: a'ah. abeh asal?
PERSON: *keeps quiet*
YOU SEE, IF YOU SAY THAT, THEY WILL FUCKING SHUT THE CRAP UP. SO PLEASE PEOPLE, FUCK THEM OFF. DONT CARE WHAT THEY SAY. ALRIGHT? HOHOHOHO

now for the post about friends.
what are friends?
how would you know who your true friends are? i dont know man.
i have been there for you, but do you even appreciate it? no you dont.
after being in good terms with them, you leave me all alone.
everyone CHANGE. i do too.
i am changing for the better.
take a gigantic mirror and look at yourself.
ask yourself.
are you changing?
come on. im not referring to only 1 person, but at least 3-5 people.
and i heard, some of them joined gangster groups.
apa hal sia? nak jadi sangat per, one of the REPS?
ok lah, i dont mind its your life. just dont get into trouble.
im saying this because I CARE.
you just dont realise it.
why? because you think you got better friends.
im left with nobody.
thank god there's SOLEHAH, ERNA, and all those people you think are KENTALs and NERDs.
i know i used the word NERD and KENTAL to people,
and i know its a mistake.
but if some of them are really NERD or KENTAL like you say,
you dont know them inside.
i myself can choose to be one.
but i dont.
thats because i thought that people will tease me.
but now i feel that i should be part of them, in a way.
because i know that i can stand up for myself.
even if i have "nerd" friends, i can always speak up.
if you guys fucking mess with me, you think.
think real hard. are you doing a good thing?
i treat you so nicely.
in this post, idc who terase. because im nooooot saying this to only 1 person k. im saying this to 5 people and maybe to the whole wide world, whoever reading this.
i bought you stuff, maybe something branded.
i could've saved up to get myself a prepaid card,
yet i bought you something on our monthly anniversary.
yes you bought me SOMETHING. i appreciate that.
but look at you now,
not with me.
you know how much i miss you?
miss hugging you every morning,
holding hands, skipping around.
walking with you to recess, talking and sharing secrets.
i dont know why you're leaving me all alone.
i told you alot of my secrets now you're doing this to me?
yes you salam me everyday or whenever you see me.
but are you like last time? no.
i had so much fun with you on our 6th monthsary.
it's already our 8th in 5 days time. and you see..
i still love you.
you are the best.
but you've changed.
i miss the old girlfriend.
come back please?
i hope you do.
and to others, you're just someone in my life.
a friend.
nothing more.
but HER, nur zafirah binte jamaluddin.
she's someone truly special to me.
who's gone.
far far away.
too far, to even stretch out to her, trying to hold on to your hand.
your big big boobs, your pretty smile.
i miss all that.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
i wish you all the best.
and i just want you to know that you mean so much to me.
LOVE YOU.
SO MUCH.
(:

and to parents,
i'll give you a seperate piece of MY medicine. TYVM.
XOXO DEANA.
this is so far the longest post in this blog. HUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAA.

adding on to this.
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. yes i do have a boyfriend.
i admit.
i've had this thinking, if i admit to people i have a boyfriend,
how bout the others who like me? i must've let them down.
but no,
i have to stick to one.
I LOVE this boyfriend of mine very much.
im sorry to those who has feelings for me, its just fated.
ask god, dont ask me why you cant have me.
and no, i havent been sweet talking okay.
whatever i say is what i mean.
so please to that guy, go on with that girl.
i know im just somebody, maybe a LOLLIPOP to you. hehehe.
we can always be bestfriends, closefriend.
im sure boyfriend wont mind. right monk? haa.

to boyfriend:
you mentioned that im the one who makes you smile.
on your previous r'ship, as it ended, you got no feeling.
and now you're looking for it in me.
you know i love you, and you love me too.
i miss you, and you ALWAYS remind me that you miss me.
you're the one i love.
ala, like everyone says in their relationships,
"you are the best, you are the one i truly love, yada yada"
you are, well duh. hahaa.
people may say anytime our relationship may end.
but what if it dosen't?
have a positive thinking.
look at the brighter side, okay?
im sure we wont end it. well MAYBE we would.
but after a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time with you lah im sure.
even after that, we'll be friends, and we MAY patch up.
so what's with all that fakeshit, relationship end then cannot see you anymore?
no way. i love you. and i love bambi too.
to those people who are thinking who this bambi is,
it's boyfriend's white cat.
its OURS.
i love her (but i love boyfriend more).
baby dont feed yourself PORK or DUCK.
you know i mind that.
here's a cute conversation that i had with baby on the phone.
ME: dont eat pork lah.. its not nice.
BABY: but pork is nice ok? haha..
then suddenly i was talking about ducks.. i dont know from where i got that idea.
ME: baby you ate duck before?
BABY: yah.. its nice.
ME: everything nice to you what.
BABY: ya.
then... i was talking about skin colour. random seh.
ME: im dark, im ugly, im fat, im geeky.
BABY: dosent matter. i dont care.
ME: im hungry
BABY: then go eat la.. please eat something kay babe.
ME: i will. soon. eh baby are you sure?! im dark ok, malay guys dont like dark girls.
BABY: i like dark girls. coz i like to eat duck. duck (dark) is nice.
ME: silly eh.
BABY: hehehe
ME: im hungry la!
BABY: then go eat something!
ME: bye
BABY: whaaaaaaaaaat!!!
ME: i love it when you say that.
you know the way you shout "what" its like..
a duck quacking.
in a way i think so, hehe.
ME: feed me
BABY: dont want
ME: then i'll eat bambi
BABY: no you cant, bambi is ours
ME: i know
hahahahaha. bleargh.
i can say that we are not OFFICIAL yet because of certain reasons.
only boyfriend knows why.
ME: eh you went army already anot uh?
BABY: nope probably next year..
ME: huh!? then for 2 years i gotta suffer talking to baby 1 time a week.
BABY: and we'll meet and i'll get to hug you every week right baby. i'll shower with you every week.
ME: haha naughty. stop it eh.
BABY: joking lahhhhhhh
ME: heh
bf is a malay but dosent speak malay. wth.
he dosent even sound malay.
he dosent even look malay.
but he has a malay name.
and malay parents.
and a malay-raised cat. HAHAHAHA. BAMBI.
bambi is white and eats duck meat. no way, i was joking haha.
bf wants to hug me and spend some QUIET time with me.
he is a boring person.
but i LOVE him very much.
happy working now baby. =)

OK DA BYE. so long sia this post!

Labels: yesterday lah oi

FUCK YOU

THE PERSON WHO ACT

LIKE HE ONE BIG FUCK

STEP SOULJA BOY

TAK MENJADI UH SIAL

GO GET YOURSELF

A LIFE

COZ IT AINT DOPE

TO GO AROUND

TELLING LIES

FAGGOT FREAKO!!

i need monkey badly now

Labels: cb faggots

bambi is ours. dont feed her pork. you idiot, makan pork -.-"
he thinks, "im a monk", eh?
heh heh heh you're my monk-ee! (monkey!)


you know what, mom checks on me everytime nowadays.
she seems so... insecure.
you're like transforming like last time already, ma.
can you pleeeeeeeeease stop being so insecure?
trust me lah, if you love me.
what's love without trust?
haiz. i dont know what you want seh ma. ):

anyways deana is opening up her new debate blog once again, ehhehehehehe
do check it out @ lifeconfrontations.blogspot.com ( not edited yet , so if not nice , dont scold me hor )

Labels: downdowndown everybody falling down

i thought i'd had those normal days like i always do everyday
sucks man today
its like the baddest unfairest day of my life
i asked you for money and i said i give you back by 25th
yet you dont want to
i ask you to ask your husband
you say he also no money
what a lie
everyday buy betting buy 4d can
buy for me prepaid cannot
its been like sooooooooooooooooo long i never get myself something i want
cb i know you just bought me specs
but still
think lah i say already mah i pay you back
like that also cannot buy for me uh?
duit skola sendiri tak cukup
kene pinjam orang duit
then da pinjam kan kene bayar alik
aku baya
lagi tak cukup
aku sacrifice recess aku tak makan
mintak2 orang air
kau suke anak kau macam gitu pe?
come on la
be fair bodo
fuckkkkkkkk
xoxo deana
ps im not attached officially.

Labels: bad day

i love you so much baby. hold me in your arms, never let go. kiss me passionately, melt me.
he eat pig sia. he thinks he's a monk too. hehe. love him!

Labels: boyfriend much.

i miss love.

Labels: why does love always feel like a battlefield?

are you ready for the next 2 pics?




















































moving on. yesterday was AWESOME. new hot cousins aye ^^ hahaha! & as expected, i saw the worst person living in this earth, my one and only ____ mAnJeRrRr the MiNAhHh RepP. Pffffft. Hahahaha. I know she's my cousin but come on, she looks so bad yesterday. Eeeeee. Hahaha. Ugly fuck. Hehe. Orhkay i lazy to blog already.

Now that you've confessed, and she knows,
Why not give it a try?
Ask her out, ask her to be your gf.
Whatchu waiting for, dude.
You yourself dont realise theres someone out there for you,
But its your life, your choice. Good luck my friend. (:
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That's all for today. Tag me luh people, my tagboard is dead ):
Xoxo, D.
p/s I know you love me too Bambi's ownerrrrr HAAAHAHAAA! (:

Labels: love life or is it?

Labels: hehee.

Imma update about yesterday, and tomorrow (or today night), i'll update about today, alrighty.
Wake up, shower, watched Tom and Jerry then HI-5. Waited for mom to come back from JP.
Get ready to go Nikah. Then go wear tudung all.
At the ladies' house, i saw Irfan. Sis saw Irfan too. Irfan is my nephew. His father was lying beside him. They were laughing.
Murni(my sis): Eh Irfan what happened to your teeth? *coz its bogey*
Father of Irfan: Tikus pinjam. HAHA.
Then after that mom and sis were talking to Kak Yati (the wife of Father of Irfan, or maybe just Mother of Irfan)
Mom has a really big tummy, looks 5 months pregnant. So we jokingly told kak yati that mom has a child AND SHE FELL FOR IT. At last she was told this,
Muni: kak yati you know ashton kutcher? yang cerita punkd?
Kak yati: ya heard of it. why?
Muni: you just been punkd!
Kak yati: siak ah korang.. hahahaa
She still can say "Ya looks like a boy.." HAHAHAHAHAA. Fug so funny sey.
There's more im just lazy to type. HEHEHE.


xoxo, d.
p/s I miss bambi. I meant the owner? (:

Labels: just updates, quick ones

That cat up there, is my imaginary cat. (Because I don't have a cat of my own, duh)
I love the way you talk to me. You left me a text message saying you already missed me when it was only 5-10 minutes after me going offline. Next morning, you left me another text message, and then I texted you to call me. Haha, didn't have to wait and you already called.
You suck. No, you suck. No, you suck more.
After a while talking, you wanted to meet me online. And before we hung up, you gave me a sweet kiss. I didn't give you back yours coz I was melting and all i could think of is meeting you in msn. Haha. Ah, i got nothing to blog already. Love's online. Bye!

p/s We are still more than friends, no strings attached.... yet.

Labels: i love you big time, mwa

well this might not be much but u can be sure of these two things sweetheart
i wont be a bastard and hurt you intentionally
and you're someone very very important in my heart right now
i cant wake up without thinking of u
i think abt you when im at work
when im at school

you're the sweetest, love.

but someone just pop a question to my mind,
which makes me think alot.
i cant think negative towards him.
well if he's just another loser who psychos me,
then fineeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I'll accept the fact,
but I dont think so!

i love you. period. ♥

Labels: but im still unsure

Things im going to blog about today,

1. Sexual Talk with Parents
2. Privacy & having the right
3. Kids nowadays

Sexual Talks With Parents
Whenever my mom and my sister talks about things like sex, porn, etc, I'll sit somewhere else and do my stuff. I'll do ANYTHING to avoid listening to them talk. I just dont like it. I dont feel comfortable. Ergh. They are very open minded and I feel that its not needed. Come on, stop it sey. Menyampah. You guys wanna talk, go inside the room or something. Im the youngest there ok. (excluding my lil brother who dosent understand a single crap. All he knows is gugu gaga)

Privacy & Having The Right
HUMAN BEINGS THIS IS MY FAVORITE TOPIC OF THE POST! Heh. Why? Because I know i deserve this thing called Privacy. I dont need nosey dumdums going through my diary and shit. I dont know why but I trust my bestfriends more (those i know who i can trust lah) then my own family members. It's just how I feel dammit. I dont like my family members reading through my blog, diary, going through my facebook, tagged, or whatever. Its just stupid. My secrets will be revealed. I hate it. I'll be comfortable with a sister who shares secrets and keeps it that way rather than one who tells it to mom like one sick kid like that. I respect your stuff, you respect mine. I dont read your diary, you dont read mine. Well I do read your diary lah but I never tell mom about anything what!?! You're just so childish sis. I hate you. Hehe.

Kids nowadays
We dont need to teach them, they learn already by looking at what people nowadays are doing. Sheesh, primary school kids smoke, never go home, etc. What's happening to the world eh? I wonder. Skali the next generation babies start smokin weed :P Ok sarcastic crap. HAHAHA.
Mom bought new specs for me which costs 130 bucks. Angin apa eh mommy? Tiba-tiba belikan specs. ^^ Hee.

The first time I got screened by a police was under a block, I was with my usual primary school cliques and that was when I was in primary 6. I was making so much noise with my friends, laughing and all that. Haha. Ok, here's the conversations k.

2nd time screened, I was with my 2 friends Nagesh and Kiekie. Smoking. Hahahhaa. Rabak.

Theres more, but im just lazy to type. HEHEHE.

Xoxo, D.
p/s SAYANG! (:

Labels: 1 2 3, screened

Early morning, I have to start banning people already?! Fug, I'm sad for you guys! Haha.Yummy piak piak 2's tag,
wahai manusia, sedar lah dirumu. calling people cheap or flirty or ***** etc.. look at the way u write. prasan sgt siul u.
My reply is,
Look at the way I write? It's normal, ain't it? Maybe you're just blind or got no life, haha. Try and tag more la sayang oi. And eh, I'm certain I know you. (:

Moving on, Haha. (I just typed like half a page full of words, and its gone coz my IE rosak rosak liao, OK i change to Firefox) I think I should start using Firefox la coz it's like better. Way better than IE. Way faster. But I've to like download so many shitty things -.- Brr. Haha.

Short post about MCs (Medical Certs)
Well, people, MCs are for your work/school to know why you're not in school/work okay. Not for you to fake your sickness and not go to where you're supposed to. People nowadays are abusing the benefits of having an MC. I know you guys out there ada yang fake untok get 7 days MC right. It's possible. Haha. Dont do it la, later you guys get the real thing like me, you go whining to your mom about it and they'll start to nag at you and your sickness gets worst and you'll go whining at your blogger blogging about the shits that happened to you and you'll go "o i regret what i said, blabbing" and we'll go "for crying out loud, stop whining you arsehole! @#^#$ YOU". HAHAHAHAHA.

Today, as usual, got nothing better to do but BLOG and BLOG and MSN and EAT MEDS and EAT and BLOG and MSN and BLOG. Eh! As you guys can see, I blog often. Like, jump blogs and shits. Haha! Anyways, what else should I blog about eh? Mm. Oh ya, I'm supposed to like make a short choreography dance thing for Hannah's Hip hop thing. Well uh IM NOT READY. Haaaaaa~ OH OH YAY ME I GOT A TOPIC TO BLOG ABOUT NOW! It's related to yesterdays'. I swear I didn't copy thing from anywhere coz I wrote it all on my own with my own brain. :D TYVM

Psycho Boys and Foolish Girls
The problem with boys nowadays, they want lust, sex, pleasure. I don't really know the reason behind this but to me, it's not being fair to the girls. Well, in my point of view, guys, don't get mad at me lah! You guys are horny bastards who'd do anything for sex, blow jobs, or even petting. You'd make the girl fall in love with you, and ♫ hypnotize the girl to do whatever you like, i said you can do whatever you like, yeaaaa. ♫ I'm serious here. For instance, you just got to know a girl, and you compliment the girl in any way you can, you tell her you wanna be with her, etc. And her, for being so stupid to get blinded, she falls for you and TADA you got an idea, you want to meet up. Ok, this may sound $^@&#, but, DO NOT MEET STRANGERS ONLINE LA BODO. If you don't know that person well, don't meet. But if you're certain, then meet. For your own safety, please bring along your fellow friend(s). Thank you. Lol. It's for your own good. Even me, when I go for dates or what ever, I make sure my friend(s) accompany me to the MRT station or wherever he wants. If he wants to meet in a scary dark place, I reject. I wont be such a stupid bodo to agree. Haha. And then, you guys meet already, talk, yada yada. Then he starts to touch you, kiss you, smooch you, tada! You pon, jadi shiok la kan, then you pon touch touch. Then he'll do stuff to you that pleases both parties, and the next day, the next thing you know, You're pregnant and he runs away, FAR AWAY, leaving you badly hurt. If this ever happened to you, TELL ME, I wanna know how it feels. :P Haha. Im so bad bodo. But no ah, don't be a stupid girl to kill yourself or whatever. This rarely happens to the guys. I doubt guys ever encounter this in their life. Pfft. Mainly because they wont get pregnant and they feel good doing it. Grr. Haha. I wonder why you guys abuse the term Sex. Hmm, whatever! Haha. This was a random and long post.

I think you should improve on your fucked up attitude because it sucks big time, sucker. You're irritating, and is the most irritating person on planet. I curse you to death, and won't get the love of your life ever. Even if you do, you'd get the ugliest fucker in the whole wide world and last for 2 seconds, and then die. And stay in hell coz I wont forgive you for what you done to me, bodo! :)

I would like my friend Haiqal (the one who's msn is Fading blah blah blah hotmail dot com) to know that he's the best human being in the whole wide world for listening to my craps for like 2 weeks already lah!? HAHAHAHA. alright bye.

xoxo D (=

I see you
I'm waiting to make my move
But i'm scared
And I know that you got
Better things to do
I'll touch your hand
And i'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
It's cliche I know
But baby it's the price we pay
To get the things we've wanted
To get the things we've left behind
It's what you've wanted
What you needed
What you've always dreamt about
Don't take another step
And don't breathe another breath

I'm trusting you
And i'm taking the long way home
I'm leaving
It's not because of you
Will you just hold me tight
And never let me?
I know this whole things wrong
But baby, we're invincible

If I could take these words
And fill them up with air
I'd fly you to the stars
So we can disappear
If I could take your heart
And keep it close to me
I swear it will not break
I swear it will not bleed
And I
Believe
Just anything you say
If you would tell me to get lost
I'd ask "how far away?"
And now its getting late
And i can't keep my eyes open
My hearts open for you

I'm trusting you
And i'm taking the long way home
I'm leaving
It's not because of you
Will you just hold me tight
And never let me?
I know this whole things wrong
But baby, we're invincible

Will you just hold me tight
And never let me go?
I know this whole things wrong
But baby, we're invincible

Will you just hold me tight (I see you)
And never let me go? (I'm waiting to make my move)
I know this whole things wrong (But i'm scared and I know)
But baby, we're invincible (That you got better things to do)

I'm trusting you (If I could take these words)
And i'm taking the long way home (And fill them up with air)
I'm leaving (I'd fly you to the stars)
It's not because of you (So we can disappear)
Will you just hold me tight (If I could take your heart)
And never let me go (and keep it close to me)
I know this whole things wrong (I swear it will not break)
But baby, we're invincible (I swear it will not bleed)

Labels: hate tag, original please, psycho boys and stupid girls

YOU GUYS SHOULD LISTEN TO MY BLOG SONG! ITS SO SEDAP! WEEE~



LYRICS.
Verse 1
Hey Love, don't look so down
I'm sure in time you'll find
what you've been longing for.
Hey love what's with the long faces
I know you're probably feeling jaded
Like love had faded away.

Pre-Chorus
Don't think for a second that you have anything to do with it

Chorus
So keep your eyes off the hands of the clock
Don't be so quick to fall in love.
Cause girl you're one of a kind no worries (don't you worry)
cause your dreams will soon be reality.

Verse 2
Hey you, I know it's been quite rough but your luck will eventually change. And you will love again.
Oh darling, don't let it get you down
cause somewhere around
your true love will come around

(PreChorus)
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THANKS AZRI (:

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