NANACARTER LAA.

eventhough he has looks of a matrep or maybe some typical malay guy,
he has the heart of a whole different type of person.
he really showed that he's a different person in ways that,
he never ask for sex, like how typical guys would.
he dosen't go around fucking girls.
he always makes original and funny jokes which makes me laugh till i got 6 pax stomach muscles.
almost everyday talking to him on the phone for hours.
he makes my day, yes.
and because of ONE QUESTION he made me realise ALOT OF THINGS.
finally i think, that having a significant other isn't such a big fucking thing.
no boyfriend, no problem.
got boyfriend, got problem.
but sometimes, no boyfriend also got some problems like...
i do have feelings that sometimes i need someone to be there but i just dont have any.
and the feeling of lonliness, it makes me think back and cry in the corner of my room.
just like an emo kid, saying things, everything negative.
somehow i myself am curious,
am i into this person, or is it another passing by feeling?
i have to know you even more than i do now.
kay, im done with today.
xoxo deana.

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