NANACARTER LAA.

this picture looks so awexum, coz i look so awexum. HAHAHAHAHAHA! bleargh.


watch me on yo video phone. * goyang ttkxzxzxz *
surprise! i dont miss my home. i stayed at bro's house for a week & its so fun over here! sadly i got to go home today, because my sister in law is going to her mom's place. i'll be back soon okay! hahahaha. btw, skola nak buka. omgz, omgz! barbie ah, we're gonna meet anandkrishnan the monster who catches my feelers and my long frindge. my short skirt and ankle socks. my tongue stud (well sadly i took off already, coz he forced me to, fuck.) and oh my doodles on my hand, hahahah. my contact lenses, im glad i bought GREY colour sak. so can wear, no need wear my specks.

and oh, i miss recess with the awesome funny people at the cool table. im always switching places from N2 boys to the awesome express people, to the dancers and then the malay girls. god, this reminds me of the dream/nightmare i had. i dream of waniebiatch ah. she came to school on the first day, wearing the same fucking contact lens as me, then go and STEPGEREK with me. then i hung her, then she wanna call her ginnas to beat me. then i woke up. i was like fuck? why did she appear in my dream? lol. there's a reason behind why i call her waniebiatch. people, backstab me all you want and tell her. i dont even care. she hates me too. woohoo! hahahaha. that ketot girl. =D

2009 has been a stupid, hectic, negative year for me. i'm looking forward to 2010 ah! my birthday, oh my birthday & abang zai's & miss big-apple sam. followed by nana's and zai's on the 14th, followed by adik afic's on the 16th. manymany january babies laa. hahaha. oh dslr, when are you going to be in my hands!

tadi hand painting with the kids, bestbest! hahaha. ok thx baiz.
xoxo, deana.
ps: happy bithday najib (:
martin, asal tak tinggal singapore aje?
yuni, love you ah taik girl. stay taller than me.
fadzly, dah dah. jangan gado ngan dia okay? dia gila.
atikah, miss you! miss running with you during the carnival!

` YUNIAMIRAH! says:
*hey, im going to offline . ily to the maxest max . text me or anything if you can or anything <3 love you.
ИΔИΔ DШΔϒПЄ CΔЯTЄЯ said:
*O. okay! ily to the maxtest max too. Love you more baybe girl <3

Why are you being so nice to me all of a sudden? Girl, I hope you realise that I am your bestfriend. I take you as mine for the past years. I love you more than you think. 9 years, going to 10 years of knowing you has been a rollercoaster ride. Okay, more like "dayong sampan, dayong dayong sampan" ride. We hardly fight. Whilst our quarrel, I'll look at you, you'll look at me, and we'll laugh our ass off. Betol tak? Blind Mice at my house, that video was total memories with our tenots. Haiz.
I LOVE YOU KAYY YUNIAMIRAHAMRAN ! You're taller than me but I accept the fact la kay. Even when Im in heels, you're still taller. So what am I supposed to do? Your bf is shorter than you yet taller than me. Suhaila taller. Soleha taller. Who shorter? Waniebiatch and DiyanaLove. But they're growing! And im not. So how? Kontot juga kay aku. Haha. Firah step die lagi tinggi. Pdahal aku tinggi SIKIT je tau. HEHEHE. Bye!

Xoxo, Nana.
Love you m. I do.

Hello. I am super sleepy now sia. Hmmmmmmm. Long sigh. I'm supposed to meet _ today but I woke up late. Lol. There's always some other days! Hahaha. Anyways. I'm going to blog about, er, actually I don't know! Gotta admit, been through rough times this year. I hope for the best in 2010! Especially on my birthday, I hope I have alot of fun yo. Hees. I'm not ready to enter school as I don't have new school uniform, so I have to wear this year's. Sheesh! Super BIG. Hahaha. Read the convo below, it's random but kinda entertaining to me. Hehe.
L: You nak tengok benda paling sial tak kat sini.
D: Aper?
L: *walks over to place which sells nuts and kacang putih, takes ice lemon tea drink and line up to buy movie ticket*
D: Pay where?
L: Kat sana, but there's nobody there. Free ah.
D: Sial punye jantan.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. CB kan, tak tau nak bayar! Hahahaha.
K la bye nak chat ngan...

Good morning lovely readers (:
Im still not asleep and it's 4.43am already! Yknow what, I cant wait for school.
I miss all my friends & I am looking forward to new kids coming in XD
And Yuni says she hates school. Shame on you, tsk tsk tsk. Haha! Joking lah.
Currently not interested in the term LOVE. Sickening.
My birthday is coming and I need someone to be my photographer.
PLEASE! Thanks.
LOL. I gotta go. My eyes hurt. I want to sleep!
Xoxo, Nana Carter.
P/S: Will I be the first shawty to jerk in SG Hip Hop? I wonder. Hmm.

Holla atcha babies.
Been busy lately.
I had alot of fun at town today.
Went to Orchard ION first. Shop shop shop with the awesome cousin (in law side).
After that head to stabak kopi and drank some chocolate chip cream thing.
Fun sehh. I still remember.. I walk like princess. Got 2 guys open the door for me. HAHAHA.
Abeh brag? Merepek eh eh eh. Hahahaha.
Ok bye.
XOXO DEANA
malas nak update!

TO THE SOMEONE.
Sorry because I have been busy lately.
The wedding was great! Especially the banghra dancers.
& OH, the bride looked so awesome. So pretty!
Hmm, I missed you though.
How have you been?
Text my hp soon okay, haha.
I love you, yes. But I still don't trust you 100%.
Soon lah soon. (:
Xoxo, Deana.

Go hey lil mama, I can transform ya. No, I cant dance but I can dance on ya. Swiss on the beats, Chris move ya feat. And baby I can transform a him to a me. I can change your life, make it so new. I can make you don't wanna go back to the old you. Ciroc and lime, give a little time & she gon' transform like Optimus Prime. I can transform ya, like a transforma. I can turn you from a human to a carter.

Hello wonderful readers.
Hari-hari aku update, tarok gambar Lil Wayne. Siapa tak bosan? Bosan, bosan!
Gua rindu sama Yuni. Jom tidur dalam class History lagi, yuk!
Who else do I miss? ZhiJun! Hahahaha. I still remember the conversation,
D: Siak ah, you short sia!
ZJ: Ya, I short. You katek.
Oh my, kene katek sia! Hahaha. Btw, I don't get why my sister has to be so extra.
Whatever I do, she wants to ruin the fun.
I think when I having sex with my husband in the future, she wants to knock on the door asking wether he cum already or not. Fucking extra I tell you, fucking extra.
See now, she fucking kpo. Looking at my blog.
HA-HA! I don't fucking care maaaaaaaayne! I don't fucking care!
Look all you want.
YOU ARE A FUCKING FUCKED UP BIATCH.
WHO GOT NO LIFE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.
RUINING OTHER PEOPLE'S FUCKING LIVES IS YOUR FUCKED UP HOBBY.
BITCH!

To Martin:
Im sorry we can't chat. My sister fucking no life.

I dont understand why you cant get through me in MSN.
Haish.
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Heyheyhey! I gotta debate about some shit today after looking at some minahrep's blogspot. I dont get it. Why must they put such weird names with weird ways of doing so? Hahaha. For instance,
ᴨᵾᴨᵰ kελι ΗΔwΤϩТυϜϝ ♥
This is 100% made up. I never copy from anyone ah. Haha. Except for the fact that Brucey uses Keai Hotstuff in another way XD Lols. Lagi lagi yang jantan! HAHAHA. Kekek nak mampos!
AhTong SatSat Arh Sialxx! Something like that. I dont get it. Hahahaha.
So the, TAK PERLU yaw! Hahahaha.
SOME GIRLS IN FACT, uses Ketot or Kecik or Katek or Kenet or Pendek or Shawty or Shortstuff or Short or Small Girl etc when you know you're not. Unless you're a real katek with short hands and feet, like the one I saw at orchard, then you can call yourself a short, katek, small, kecik, etc. HAHAHAHA. Kenape tak pakai Big, Enormous, Besar? HAHAHAHAHA. Orh. I know, I know! Still got. Kesiao, Satsat, Nabeyh, Bontot, Kentot, Buto! HAHAHAHA BUTO! Damn it. Farney! Anyways, nak move on to another topic bolei? Bolei kans! It's my blog my say!
New friends, then teros jadi BFFL! Ader tau, ader. I been there done that. Just got to kno, then can clique, doesn't mean she's your BFFL biatch! HAHAHAHHAA. Fuck you all, immautre biatches. Oh wait, IM THE BITCH! HAHAHAHAHAA! ((:
Hate tags, where are you? Come by faster! Make my blog and tagboard alive! HAHAHA. Call me an attention seeker? I don't deny BIATCHHHH! :D
Xoxo, Deana.
ALL THE SINGLE LADY, all the single lady, ALL THE SINGLE LADY, all the single lady, ALL THE SINGLE LADY, all the single lady, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES! Now put your hands up!
HAHAHAH. Put a ring on it BAYBAYYYYYYYYYY~
This is the most craziest post evah! OKthxBAI

HELLO DEAR READERS !
ADA LIL WAYNE POSEUR LAA SEYH !
OMYGAWDD !
HAHAAHHAAHAHA !

I slept late yesterday so I had trouble trying to wake up today to go out and meet Zuzi.
Around 10am, I woke up and grab my towel and head to shower. Damn, was I sleepy.
Took bus 98 to her house & met my beautiful niece, Aneeqa.
Headed to CitySquare. Met Aunty Fauziah and went to Pizza Hut & eat! Yum yum.
Whoa, best seh I went to Cotton On Kids, spent about 114 dollars. I bought a topman replica abang abang shirt for my littlebrother, and alot of clothes for my two adorable nieces.
After which, went to VIVO and meet Pak Teh and Mak Teh and Family. (:
Had a reallyreallyreally fantastic time with them. Awesome giler laaaaaaaaaa.
When we want to go home nye time, it's already 1130pm, alah. Midnight charge!
Takpa, Uder and I went to flag alot of taxis. Like at leaast 7 rejected us. Irritating!
Now Im at Bro's house. Lepaking.
Time Check 2.52am
GOING TO BED SOON!
Xoxo, Deana.
I LOVE YOU REALLY.

It's hard to really have a true friend, you know? Doesn't matter how long you know them, it's wether their there for you or not.
Scene 1:
Hannah goes into a relationship with Jepon's ex boyfriend, Bogay. When Hannah went out with Bogay, Bogay told Hannah that Jepon badmouthed Hannah. According to Bogay, Jepon said that Hannah has a big butt and she's black. Those are two true facts about Hannah. Hannah then broke up with Bogay because of a certain reason and told Jepon. Jepon started to talk crap with Hannah, and Hannah got mad so she asked Jepon, yada yada. Jepon didn't want to admit and started to change topic. She started to say, "I heard from someone that you wanted Bogay to touch your breasts." So Hannah was pissed off. She gave in, and lied. Instead of telling the truth, she said, YA. He did touch Hannah's breasts. Jepon added, "Isn't it nice, his soft hands touching your breast?" Then Hannah ignored her.

Moral of the story: Kau belom maju. (In my def: You haven't grown up.)

You haven't grown up. If you got a problem with me, tell me face to face.
No need to talk behind my back.
You want me to get on my fanatic side eh? Go die.
So what if you stay back, big fuck or what?
Can act like you big motherfudge is it later on when you get into sec 1?
Fuck, you're only going to sec 1 next year. When are you going to take O's and get into Poly?
I know I'm speaking for myself too but, I'm already on my way.
At least I have a life, not talking about you.
I didn't even think of talking bad about you. Then you wanna like this with me?
Girl, get a grip. You got a bigger donk then me.
You're fair, but you're not as sweet as I am.
I'm dark but sweet-looking.
I may be fat to you, but at least I don't go around telling people their butts look big.
Because why? I know mine's enormous. Big and round.
And unlike you, I ain't a poseur for Rock and Roll, Emo, or Scene.
I got my own swag.

Went ION with Lunniesparq. Ton kat town. Watch soccer at Mcd. Lepak2. Watch him sleep at Youth Park from 3am to 12pm. Went to meet Sanwan at Bukit Batok. Slacked around. No sleep for 40 hours ya, 40 damn hours. Didnt go home ah obviously. 11pm sunday, reach home. Nags as usual. Long cold shower, sleep. Next day found out. Police case. Went down police station, tutop. Next day, tired. Friday, got appointment to pick up my sister's outfit. Ah, tired. Babysit for a while. Went home. Reach around 11. Sister used laptop while i drink Ice Tea and read my novel. And here I am...... using the laptop.
Time check 4:31am.
I have to wake up by 10am to siap-siap for outing tomorrow with 2 angels; Puteri and Aneeqa.
Can I wake up in time? I wont be sleeping that early. We'll see (:

Next up,
I, Nur Deana Bte Daddy, promises to turn over to a new leaf and not repeat my same old mistakes over and over again. I do not want to trouble my mom and dad anymore. I will not choose the wrong choices. For example not going home, or going past curfew. Mom, as a parent, has the right to get angry and I have to accept it. Kthxbai.

Well oh well. I guess I did change a wee-bit. Tantrums are not as bad. I took out my tongue piercing long time ago. Planning to quit smoking. Since I don't have money, I won't bother buying ciggies. Drink? Nahh. Not my thing. My mother has been a strong lady for the past 3 years eversince I started to mix with crap people. She has been giving me countless number of chances for me to change and even tried to put trust on me whenever I go out. She hopes I will go home. Even if late, she still is glad that Im home. I shouldnt have stayed over at town that day. And dad, please don't say that. I don't want to lose a father like you. Even if you're easy to con, hehe, I still will love you. I cant simply say it! I shy.

Taken from a website (:
Words in BOLD are my own words, lolx.


- To be able to express our views without the fear of negative repercussions even if they're different then others.
Sometimes guys are just too sensitive ah. Tklei angkat siol dorang nye perangai kadang2.

- You can express your differences without fear. You can decide I will not do ______, I will wear______, I will meet ______ because you feel it is right.
We cant just go with what the BF wants what. We have the right to make our own choices. Aku nak pakai ape pon, aku punye pasal.

- You can expect to receive clear answers to the questions that are your legitimate concern.
Lets say I ask you, "Why are you out with her?" Then you say, "Why must you know?" That's when things go wrong. So boys, answer your gf properly ah siol.

- The right to live free of fear, criticism, accusation, blame , threats, judgment and unsolicited advice.
Takyah nak sepaksepak aku ke, pukul aku ke, aku bleyh report kau pat police okey janteh.

- The right to live free from angry outbursts and rage. You are not responsible for another person’s behavior.
Biar aku marah, asalkan kau tau aku sayang kau.

- The right to end the relationship without fear.
Ok ni susah sikit ah nak explain XD

- The right to be free from unsolicited phone calls, stalking and nasty rumors about you. You can seek protection from law.
Call police. Easy peasy.

- You are an adult and are able to make your decisions.
So don't depend on your bf for answers.

Credits: Website i went to, deedi fcuks for the topic.
these are all what my opinions are, not that my bf does those things to me.
i've yet to see. hehe.

Xoxo Deana
P.S: I hate stalkers.

Love is never disrespectful, if it is then it is not Love. Think it over. You deserve better.

DEAR DIARY,
The reason I privatize this blog is to reduce the number of readers.
Why? Because I want to keep my profile low from January 2010 onwards.
Malas la nak layan haters eh.
By the way. I'm attached to LunniesparQ. He's a hot scene kid. Lol.
Mengapa kau shocked? Jealous eh? Lol. Tak la. Hehe.
Okay, bye. Malas pula nak update blog aku ni.
Aku workhard siol ngan aku nye blogskin. Nabeh!
Okay tak eh?! Hahaha.
By the way, aku miss school.
Aku miss everyone kat school, seriously.
Especially that tall girl up there ^^ Her name's Yuni.
Yuni, she's been there through thick and thin.
But I just don't see why she doesn't realise that I am her bestfriend.
I am, really. But she doesn't want to admit. She can't help telling me every single thought and feeling in her.
But then again, she calls other people, who are not close to her, her bestfriend.
I don't get this girl. I've been close to her throughout the years. 9 years of knowing you, Yuni Amirah Amran. And you still don't realise I'm yearning for you to care that I exist.
I wonder if you're reading this. If you are, good! So you know how I feel.
Tell me lah Yuni, if you hate me. I know I'm a bad girl and all that.
But no.. I'm changing. You see, can see right? Ah there. (:
We hardly fight, girl. You see, along the years, we fought only ONCE. I swear, ONCE!
Remember, that day at the playground, you scolded me? Ah yes. That day.
That's the one and only day that we fought. But after that, NOPE! We got better.
We NEVER fight. Rare. Only ONCE. My oh my, I've never had a friend like her.
Lovin' you long time, Yuni Amirah Amran. (:
2000-and counting.
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Next! Ya, I got boyfriend already. So what? Doesn't mean I cannot talk to boys what.
Eh hellohello, my boyfriend's hot and any girl is allowed to talk to him.
But NO FLIRTING. NO DATING. NO TOUCHING. Got it biatch? Haha.
Anyways, I would really like to see the reaction of readers once they know I'm attached to..
Yes, it's THE LunniesparQ!
That's it for today, toodles =)
Xoxo, Deana.
P/S: Yuni. Oh Yuni.

i love this blogskin!
xoxo, nanasparq.

LunniesparQiisminee (:

shiok ar. manyak gambar.