NANACARTER LAA.

hello!
today, i went to school as per normal. i was like DAMN sleepy and missing someone at the same time. HEH~
my lessons are as usual, quite boring. i felt like sleeeeeping the whole entire day but i just cant sleep in class that much. i dont know why -.-
seriously i feel that i should blog about having friends in my debate blog. remind me kay brain? HAHHAHAHA.
wooh, i actually did my maths today like a goodgirl. thanks to zijing, who forced me to. he slapped my arm and shocked me till i was like WHAT! i was awake, and i was angry for him doing that to me. PSH. who ask you to beat my hand?! thanks anyways, you woke me up! hee (H)
ahhh, i wouldnt wanna elaborate much on what i did in school coz it sucked big time. later i tell you all kay? shhh.. must secret secretive :P! moving on now, my literature project is ALL DONE. shocked that i did my work? well you all should be. deana isnt the bad deana that she was. heh heh heh
after school, i went off with syahirah since i couldn't find solehah. we were supposed to have our training for captain's ball. this friday i have a so called tournament OMG OMG OMG and im the captain! hahahahaha
so i headed to meet syahirah, and guess what? everyone is getting taller than me. wtf, they are like growing and im like almost the shortest. wani is still the shortest lah among the girls. heee and im still taller than amirul, so i still feel tall. psh.
this is gonna be a really long post. i'll tell you all why later in the post. hmm. so syahirah and i headed to walk around jurong and felt bored. we went over to 7-11 and bought cup noodles, slurpee and my mash potatoes. (ugh, it sucked coz i bought bbq. tasteless) after that we went off to my old times block which i usually lepak at last time. memories, oh well. haha. we sat there thinking what to do. so syahirah said she wanted to meet her boyfriend, so she called her boyfriend. her boyfriend said that he'd be at jurong at around 5. so we said we'll wait. after eating and all that, we walked around and i brought her over to my house playground's pondok. pondok is like a place to sit ah. i saw my old friends there so i told her to follow me and sit together. got to know a girl named Buntat! she's shorter than me and she looks like a sec 1.
KIKI: Eh deana, kau tarok extensions ey?
DEANA: tak ah, asal?
KIKI: panjang sey rambot!
DEANA: eh? yah uh. hahahaha.
KIKI talks to kecik: mcm extensions kan?
KECIK: yaa. lawa sey!
DEANA: heh. *kembang*
EHK MY HAIR REALLY GROWING LONG LAH YEAH!? hahahahahahahahaahahaha. people thought i put on extensions. and i kinda tie it really high and it looks like cheerleader-ish ponytails. hahahaha. its long already. i wish i could cut, but mom wouldnt let me. she said i looked better in long hair. so yeah, id keep long hair.
at the table, there was...
- Kecik (Shilah)
- Buntat (Yuhua)
- Mazii (KK person)
- Kiki (atiqa)
- Riah (boncet)
- Syahirah
- Me
- and a few hongkah, fuhua students (fat joe yan, syaril, kentalans) + haziq -- PLAYING FOOTBALL
Riah banyak comments sio. she always commented on me and all of them there. she said,
"eh deana, asal kau nye baju skola koto ah?"
then i was like, "aku tak makan betolbetol ah tadi soup tertumpah"
then buntat was like, "kau banyak comment siak"
laugh laugh. HAHA.

conversations as followed.

sabar! i wanna shit, be right back. time check, 7.50pm
im back. time check, 7.53pm
wow, i shit fast. hahahahaahahahaha

back to the conversations.
RIAH: eh deana, kau ngan dia (syahirah) jiwe specs per?
ME: ah2. tapi die nye lagi besar siot. kaw tengok.
RIAH: hahah, ah2 siol.
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RIAH: eh asal kau taknak dudok? ade tempat dudok tktaw dudok pe?
ME: sial ah kau, sundal seh perangai. bobal baik2 ah.
RIAH: kau asal. hahahaha.
SYAHIRAH: takpe ah. diri je.
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i was talking to riah about why she and her ex broke up. so i asked,
ME: kau taknak baru nye bf? ke kenal2 ngan sape2.
RIAH: nak ah.. tapi aku tk tau eh.
ME: tu ade, *points to an indian man*
RIAH: *shouts* EH ADE NUMBER?
ME: siak ah kau.
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kecohrables started talking about boyfriends and then buntat was asking,
BUNTAT: eh, name bf kau sape?
ME: h****l
BUNTAT: kau? *points to syahirah*
SYAHIRAH: hafiz.
BUNTAT: kau? *points to riah*
RIAH: wawan.
ME: sume orang kau tanye. beh kau?
BUNTAT: aku eh, aku takde. huahahaha.
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so the kentalans, plus haziq and the hongkah people were like contributing cigarettes. i was like,
ME: dorang ade rokok ah. nampak tu fat joe pegang.
RIAH: kau mintak ah.
ME: kau mintak ah, kau yang nak. aku plak kene.
RIAH: *shouts to them* EH ADE ROKOK LOKEK PER SIAL?
ME: sial punye minahrep. ahahahaha.
RIAH: puki bodo kau.
ME: puki kau balik. eh mintak la bodo.
RIAH: *shouts* EH CB LOKEK SIOL!
SYARIL: ape lokek.
RIAH: ade rokok taknak kasi.
SYARIL: ah kkk. *walks away*
RIAH: *points to the lift* eh kau tengok, satu2 siak kental. naik atas block isap rokok.
ME: kental pe!
RIAH: eh kacau dorang ah pat atas? jom uh.
ME: aku pape. jom uh.
SYAHIRAH: ahahahaha. jom!
so i left my bag downstairs and waited for them to go up, followed by us 3 going up.
ME: siak, isap rokok tingkat 2 takpe, ni tingkat 11 sio.
RIAH: kental pe.
-syahirah kept quiet, laughing all the way-
-went up and when we reached...-
RIAH: kimak ade rokok lokek sial!
HAZIQ: *runs*
SYARIL: *smokes*
RIAH: isap rokok tak tarik siol.
ME: kimak, kental. ade rokok buat ape siol? kasi aku suah.
RIAH: tu pasal ah. kental sio *tak happy coz they dont wanna give rokok, hahaha*
ME: eh turon ah, buang mase siot. kental sia dorang.
RIAH: haha. ah2 la. isap rokok tk tarik. kental sio. kental!
ME: jalan uh.
HAZIQ: kau diam uh minahrep. jalan sua.
ME: cb sia kau.
RIAH: kau asal sial?
-goes in the lift-
-halfway closed, someone said something-
HAZIQ: dah la hitam. kimak, minahrep siol sume. mepek sia.
RIAH: -open lift, went out- eh nak cakap boleh cakap depan2 pe. asal kental bile lift tutop baru cakap? takot per sial?
HAZIQ: *saying something i cant hear*
RIAH: kental sial korang!
-goes in the lift, went down-
-boom! a kick on the lift door from kentalans-
RIAH: cb nak tendang pe!
ME: macam superman siot sluar pendek tu.
RIAH: sial ah. naik balik uh sial.
ME: naik ah naik.
RIAH: -goes up- takde orang pon.. kental sio. turon alik.
then we went down. disturbing them over and over again. after us saying they were nerds smoking upstairs, they smoked downstairs. i was like...
ME: eh skarang aru isap kat bawa? skarang aru ade konek? kimak tadi pat atas step big fuck sial. abeh diam uh?
RIAH: tu pasal ar.
SYARIL: eh kau dengar anjing barking tak?
RIAH: puki siol kau.
SYARIL: woof woof woof
ME: cb dia ckp woof woof siot, sape yang anjing skarang?
RIAH: tu uh, merepek siak. takde IC plak tu.
ME: kau cb bodo.
then theres more ah, so so funny. hahahhaa.
after that i ajak them to walk around near teh tarik. a guy asked riah for her number, wow!
maot ah gerl. hahahahahhahaha.
here i am now at home, tired. i have a confession to make.
I ADMIT I AM A POTENTIAL MINAH REP BUT I SO DONT WANNA BE ONE AND I WONT BE. MARK MY WORDS. I EVEN TOLD RIAH THAT WE ARE BOTH POTENTIAL MINAH REPS. BUT WE DONT HAVE MACDONALDS EYEBROWS AND WE DONT LOOK LIKE MINAH REPS. WE TALK LIKE ONE. SEE, I NEVER DENY. HUAHUAHUA ^^
this is the conversation that i had with a chibye person.
PERSON: eh kau minahrep per?
ME: a'ah. abeh asal?
PERSON: *keeps quiet*
YOU SEE, IF YOU SAY THAT, THEY WILL FUCKING SHUT THE CRAP UP. SO PLEASE PEOPLE, FUCK THEM OFF. DONT CARE WHAT THEY SAY. ALRIGHT? HOHOHOHO

now for the post about friends.
what are friends?
how would you know who your true friends are? i dont know man.
i have been there for you, but do you even appreciate it? no you dont.
after being in good terms with them, you leave me all alone.
everyone CHANGE. i do too.
i am changing for the better.
take a gigantic mirror and look at yourself.
ask yourself.
are you changing?
come on. im not referring to only 1 person, but at least 3-5 people.
and i heard, some of them joined gangster groups.
apa hal sia? nak jadi sangat per, one of the REPS?
ok lah, i dont mind its your life. just dont get into trouble.
im saying this because I CARE.
you just dont realise it.
why? because you think you got better friends.
im left with nobody.
thank god there's SOLEHAH, ERNA, and all those people you think are KENTALs and NERDs.
i know i used the word NERD and KENTAL to people,
and i know its a mistake.
but if some of them are really NERD or KENTAL like you say,
you dont know them inside.
i myself can choose to be one.
but i dont.
thats because i thought that people will tease me.
but now i feel that i should be part of them, in a way.
because i know that i can stand up for myself.
even if i have "nerd" friends, i can always speak up.
if you guys fucking mess with me, you think.
think real hard. are you doing a good thing?
i treat you so nicely.
in this post, idc who terase. because im nooooot saying this to only 1 person k. im saying this to 5 people and maybe to the whole wide world, whoever reading this.
i bought you stuff, maybe something branded.
i could've saved up to get myself a prepaid card,
yet i bought you something on our monthly anniversary.
yes you bought me SOMETHING. i appreciate that.
but look at you now,
not with me.
you know how much i miss you?
miss hugging you every morning,
holding hands, skipping around.
walking with you to recess, talking and sharing secrets.
i dont know why you're leaving me all alone.
i told you alot of my secrets now you're doing this to me?
yes you salam me everyday or whenever you see me.
but are you like last time? no.
i had so much fun with you on our 6th monthsary.
it's already our 8th in 5 days time. and you see..
i still love you.
you are the best.
but you've changed.
i miss the old girlfriend.
come back please?
i hope you do.
and to others, you're just someone in my life.
a friend.
nothing more.
but HER, nur zafirah binte jamaluddin.
she's someone truly special to me.
who's gone.
far far away.
too far, to even stretch out to her, trying to hold on to your hand.
your big big boobs, your pretty smile.
i miss all that.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
i wish you all the best.
and i just want you to know that you mean so much to me.
LOVE YOU.
SO MUCH.
(:

and to parents,
i'll give you a seperate piece of MY medicine. TYVM.
XOXO DEANA.
this is so far the longest post in this blog. HUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAA.

adding on to this.
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. yes i do have a boyfriend.
i admit.
i've had this thinking, if i admit to people i have a boyfriend,
how bout the others who like me? i must've let them down.
but no,
i have to stick to one.
I LOVE this boyfriend of mine very much.
im sorry to those who has feelings for me, its just fated.
ask god, dont ask me why you cant have me.
and no, i havent been sweet talking okay.
whatever i say is what i mean.
so please to that guy, go on with that girl.
i know im just somebody, maybe a LOLLIPOP to you. hehehe.
we can always be bestfriends, closefriend.
im sure boyfriend wont mind. right monk? haa.

to boyfriend:
you mentioned that im the one who makes you smile.
on your previous r'ship, as it ended, you got no feeling.
and now you're looking for it in me.
you know i love you, and you love me too.
i miss you, and you ALWAYS remind me that you miss me.
you're the one i love.
ala, like everyone says in their relationships,
"you are the best, you are the one i truly love, yada yada"
you are, well duh. hahaa.
people may say anytime our relationship may end.
but what if it dosen't?
have a positive thinking.
look at the brighter side, okay?
im sure we wont end it. well MAYBE we would.
but after a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time with you lah im sure.
even after that, we'll be friends, and we MAY patch up.
so what's with all that fakeshit, relationship end then cannot see you anymore?
no way. i love you. and i love bambi too.
to those people who are thinking who this bambi is,
it's boyfriend's white cat.
its OURS.
i love her (but i love boyfriend more).
baby dont feed yourself PORK or DUCK.
you know i mind that.
here's a cute conversation that i had with baby on the phone.
ME: dont eat pork lah.. its not nice.
BABY: but pork is nice ok? haha..
then suddenly i was talking about ducks.. i dont know from where i got that idea.
ME: baby you ate duck before?
BABY: yah.. its nice.
ME: everything nice to you what.
BABY: ya.
then... i was talking about skin colour. random seh.
ME: im dark, im ugly, im fat, im geeky.
BABY: dosent matter. i dont care.
ME: im hungry
BABY: then go eat la.. please eat something kay babe.
ME: i will. soon. eh baby are you sure?! im dark ok, malay guys dont like dark girls.
BABY: i like dark girls. coz i like to eat duck. duck (dark) is nice.
ME: silly eh.
BABY: hehehe
ME: im hungry la!
BABY: then go eat something!
ME: bye
BABY: whaaaaaaaaaat!!!
ME: i love it when you say that.
you know the way you shout "what" its like..
a duck quacking.
in a way i think so, hehe.
ME: feed me
BABY: dont want
ME: then i'll eat bambi
BABY: no you cant, bambi is ours
ME: i know
hahahahaha. bleargh.
i can say that we are not OFFICIAL yet because of certain reasons.
only boyfriend knows why.
ME: eh you went army already anot uh?
BABY: nope probably next year..
ME: huh!? then for 2 years i gotta suffer talking to baby 1 time a week.
BABY: and we'll meet and i'll get to hug you every week right baby. i'll shower with you every week.
ME: haha naughty. stop it eh.
BABY: joking lahhhhhhh
ME: heh
bf is a malay but dosent speak malay. wth.
he dosent even sound malay.
he dosent even look malay.
but he has a malay name.
and malay parents.
and a malay-raised cat. HAHAHAHA. BAMBI.
bambi is white and eats duck meat. no way, i was joking haha.
bf wants to hug me and spend some QUIET time with me.
he is a boring person.
but i LOVE him very much.
happy working now baby. =)

OK DA BYE. so long sia this post!

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