NANACARTER LAA.

hey hey hey! sorry uh no pics, lazy to upload sey.
today was a really great day yaw. well at first it sucked.
dont ask why because i don't wanna elaborate on that sad part.
nyeheheh.
lets talk about during the sports carnival.
i cried because of something, but cooled down after sitting with awesome people!
who?
- hakheem
- akif
- syahril
- maii
- Hannah
(sorry if i forgot any of y'all)
they were AWESOME i tell ya! they cheered me up more than ANYBODY could. especially akif and syahril! read on to know what happened ^^
well firstly i came by and talked to akif downstairs with the blazing hot sun shining towards our directions. then akif said, 'eh lets go up, its hot down here'. so i was like, 'oh okay!'. as i went up, they said 'eh lets dance'. so i was like, 'eh ya, lets dance'. while watching maii eat. i sorta "seduced" hakheem by like making a move at the part where fergie said "lada di da da di daaaaaaaaa" in her song pump it. it was cool ya! hahaha.
after that, i talked to Hannah and maii and SETTLED EVERYTHING PEACEFULLY. PEACE-FUL-LY! Hehh. headed to multi purpose hall with Hannah and maii, the awesome.
after blabbering about the winners, there was a break! so i went over to talk to akif.
we played SCISSORS PAPER STONE SLAP VERSION. he was literally winning all the way. pfft! hahahaha. then he ajak me after sports day hang out or something. so i went ah after sports day. had a great great greaaaaaaat time with them even though its tiring and challenging at the same time.
us four, Hakheem Akif Syahril Deana, main plan was to head to school and do something. so i said okay, then hakheem remembered that he left his wallet. and i actually described a wallet i saw maii holding so yeahs it was his wallet, called maii and maii was at FAR EAST. so we headed there by bus.
before that we were waiting for the taking-own-sweet-time bus while singing and tolerating someone's annoyance. (Ahmad, heh)so we kinda missed 171.. i was like WTH? so hakheem/akif said lets go walk to the next bus stop. from far, we saw 171. i was like EHHH! then hakheem was like, "RUN!!!" so we kinda ran for the bus. HAHAHAAHA! we made it! and then headed over to far east.
met maii and hannah, took the wallet and was thinking whether to take bus or train home. so akif thought he couldnt, so did i, and syahril wanted to take train. so hakheem had to go, and he went.
after a while akif said wanna check the MRT fare. so we went.
WE COULD HAVE JUST FOLLOWED HAKHEEM! coz we could afford it. hahahhah.
we were tired.
in the train, WAS THE BEST!
us three, syahril akif deana.
we were like talking, playing games, daring each other and all that!
cool rightttttttttt. they were like making me laugh.
we were laughing till our stomachs felt like we just did 1371829128934612739 crunches! ahahahahahaha.
what joke? heh heh cannot type, later KIDS PAUTO TEACHER i die.
hahahhahahahaahahahaha ask me personally uh
but seriously,
im happy because akif said that he could see a change, a really big change in me, IN A GOOD WAY! and he's at ease with me. i was like SHIT last time. and now looks like akif, syahril, hakheem, maii and hannah might be close to each other. Akif especially! (= im so happy Allah showed that theres at least 2-3 people, maybe more, who cares for me and makes me laugh big time! wooh. here's another long post hahahha.
to akif, thanks for making me laugh today. syahril too! and no, dont need to pity me. we were all sleepy yeah. and the jokes, heh. i couldnt take it but LAUGH OUT LOUD! hahahahahahahahaha. shhh...
to maii and hannah, its settled. lets just take it easy. i know i didnt do wrong. even if i did, i apologized and its SETTLED. thanks (:
oh ya, i almost forgot!
after sending akif to the bus stop, intentionally wanting to head home but i saw my primary school friends and so i kinda sat with them.
hahahahaha. amirul kacau deana rabak sio! hahahahaha. hafiz kacau minah laaaaagi rabak! hahahahaha. only we know :P pffffft of course bf will know lah.

xoxo, D.
ps. i found somebody better than the ones i had. i appreciated those times, and i still appreciate you guys, but its only 1 of you who i still trust right now. SHE knows who SHE is. (: and ey, i got a new bestie laaa~ sort of. heee. AKIF :D
woots, i hope this friendship will last.
thanks for the pat on the shoulder, akif. i wont let you down. (:



bf, i love you. *hugs you tight* and i miss bambi's voice. hehee (:

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friends are going into relationshits. i aint. well maybe
not yet lah. hmmmmmmmmm. not ready.

EDITED AND UPDATED!

thanks for apologizing. apology accepted. i just wanna see what happens next, alright?
thank you APIZ (: for talking to me on the phone and advicing me on what to do.
thanks lots lovely! hahaha. and yes, APIZ is not a new friend,
He's been my friend for quite some time but i dont really chat much,
TILL TODAY! ( ok people, lets see what happens eh )
fug, my dad screamed and i got shocked, heheheh :P
oh and i've a weird thing happening everyday.
i get rashes everyday seh. tsk.
but it'll go off once i reach school.
HAAHAHAHA.
alright.

apiz, deal is on. you leave me as a friend, i carik you. i leave you as a friend, you carik i.
fair kan? haha!

HELLO LOVELIES!
I'd like to apologize to ____ & ____ for _______ them. I know i made my damn mistake.
I already apologized FACETOFACE infront of the WHOLECLASS and infront of MRSALFRED and my "father" Mr Thomas. The Vice Principle of JVS. Alright?

And i know, to my friends, i made a mistake. I wasnt happy that you guys had to tell him, but i dont mind because it was the right thing to do. That's settled. Alright? Any objections?

I've no more "friends" to rely on now. I'm lazy to like, mix with the same old people I have been mixing with la. Okay? Alright? I've to mix with different people now, which is what im doing la.

Currently, Im thinking of mixing more with my old primary school mates, Yan, Farid, Galvin, Farhan kecik, etc. I dont mind not having friends in school. BECAUSE, i know, that in school, NOBODY likes my attitude. They don't know me like how my primary school mates know me. They dont mind me JOKINGLY pushing them around, they dont childishly complain to people about this and that. (:

Im not saying you guys do that often lah but, come on. Get a freaking brain and think. You guys should get used to my attitude. I know you guys feel nothing but antipathy towards my attitude. I cannot handle me being cross ALWAYS. I'd swear my heart out.

Mr Nazra once adviced me, to re-phrase my vulgar with another word. Like, CHIBYE being CHINCHAO or what not. Here i am, trying so hard to change, and there you guys go, giving me attitude. Nevermind, I dont mind. I know you guys are angry at me anyways. You guys have been the best for me, being there when I need you. But if its between us, keep it that way. You guys need not involve other people to leave me ALONE. Like, literally without anyone in school. I do have friends, but mostly upper secs and you wanna know something?

1N2 WAS THERE FOR ME. THEY FREAKING CHEERED ME UP. THEY MADE ME LAUGH. NOBODY FROM __ EVEN CHEERED ME UP ONE BIT. They were the ones that i can bet bottom dollar on. In other words, they were the ones that i can rely on. Unlike other people. But seriously,

You guys think. You guys never before MAKI meh? Tak pernah ke? Tak pernah badmouth aku ke? Tak pernah ke? Pikirrr! Mr Thomas knows me well. Even if i maki, he'd say DONT DO IT AGAIN or whatever. Hah! He knows me well, Mr Anand also, Mrs Alfred also. I've cried infront of Mr Thomas, My mom cried infront of Mr Thomas and Mr Anand before. Ok?

WHATEVER THAT YOU GUYS ARE GOING THROUGH ARE JUST LIKE 0.00000000000781231231231231% of what IM going through, got that? There's more.

WHO THE HECK made up stories about R supplying cigarrettes? WHO THE FUCK said that you guys can fear me because R is there for me? WHO? OWN UP LAH COWARDS! I know I didn't. Those innocent angels, S S R S 's names, are in Mr Thick Mustache who teaches PE for upper sec's name saying that THEY supply me cigarettes. Since when sia i said that? Come on laa! Wanna PENG, dont PENG about me. Alright?

Today's a bad day, but at least 1n2 angels treat me good. Thanks Haziqqqq<3>

BUDAK BAIKS WHO NEVER MAKI BEFORE UH, SORRY K? Hah! Never maki? If you guys never maki, im not alive la okay! HAHAHA! DAMN! :p

MORE INFO? Ask me.

AFTER SCHOOL, i went to meet kaki gereks from Primary schoool and playd TD with them, FUN! Hahah. Alright, thats it for now. <3

xoxo,
Deana wont die without you guys. I appreciated those times when you guys where there for me.

p.s. ' Thanks Apiz for talking to me. (:
oh oh, i'll be your babygirl alright. we'll see. :D
"you panggil i babyboy, i panggil you babygirl. boleh?"
"memang boleh, tapi kalau ____ camne?"
"takpe, i takkan leave you okay."
sharing the past with me was a great start to making me know you better.
hope you're not the next one who lets me down yeah?
be better than that faggot whom i treated so good. *prays*

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