NANACARTER LAA.

hello world.
i think going online in the morning isn't really a nice thing.
poly people are online, but busy in school. what's the point? students having holidays/weekends, online in the morning also, tak chat. what's the point?
tsk. i feel boring. i need to get new pals from FRIENDSTER, or FACEBOOK, or MYSPACE, or TAGGED, or BLOGS, or what not. and and, i miss that somebody.

remember when i first saw you, and i gave you that big hug?
remember i said, eh sit lah, i wait for another bus for nadzirah?
remember when we had to walk all the way to the park?
remember all that happened at the park?
remember?!?!
even if you do, i dont think you give a shit.
because you got HER now. im not involving other people but its the fact.
you were all that i wanted all along. you knew that.
and you had to do this, like out of a sudden? why?
eh, you gotta realise this. YOU were the one who started calling me "dear" and "syg" and "bby" and you're telling me to stop? You stop, and i will. I always think twice whenever i wanna answer you back "bby" or "syg" or what. You know that? You dont. Go layan your religious girl friend of yours. YOU SAID - "Dier pakai tudung, so kene respect ah." AND I SAID - "abeh i?" AND YOU SAID - "takya respect ah. HAHAHA" eh, you said it was a joke. Ok fine. but eh, rude eh? K whatever. Boys will be boys.
first is that "KETURUNAN RAJA" guy, i gave you a topman shirt, and then you left. why'd you have to? coz you got too many girls to handle, and your stupid addiction for drugs is there, making you into a gian guy, wanting LUST and sex and shit. good thing is, you didnt want me to be rosak. okay luh? i said i'll wait, but you left. what to do? after a while, i got to contact back that hiphop guy.
that HIPHOP guy, i gave you a decky cap, and then after the day we met, you told me you just wanted to be PLAIN friends. and you told me the reason that people think that you have a girlfriend. since when am i making people think you got one man? merepek sia? -.-
now its that retro dorky cute guy, i give you love and you're great, you're there for me when i wanted you to. that's good lah. but i keep looking back, and you keep telling me not to think too much and all. thanks for advicing.
let's see what happens next, eh? im not expecting anything from him anyways. im just looking forward to the future. wondering if he'll be the next to hurt or is he the next to be great towards me. alright then. that's all for today! (:
anyways, i finally got to add a long lost friend, Epul. that guy's a great role model for guys out there. i known him since last year. (i think) and he loves this girl, and he's attached to that girl. like mcm, idk what to say lah, its so hard to get a guy so faithful to one, like him. speechless man. speechless. hmmmmm. why cant YOU GUYS be like him? why do i always get the bad guys? the ones who like to make use of my love? i give you the world you want and yet you treat me this way. good ah! pandai. -.- fuck being in love. sometimes it sucks, but when the other loves you too, it feels so good. i dont understand my life. i dont understand what i want. i dont understand you, you dont understand me. and i myself, dont understand me. haiz. whatever then.

and and, i feel that i need to blog MORE about minah reps. EHEHHEHEHEE. i feel so sick having them around in this world. with them, we have no peace, alright? hahahaha. arghhhhh. stop it with the really high ponytails and those flicky wicky kinda hairdos okay? OKAY I DO LIKE THEM BUT COME ON IF YOU HAVE REALLY SHORT HAIR, THEN THOSE 1000002183971893619 hairclips at the back of ur head dosent it make you look fucking funny? And countless piercings?! Gawddd! SAME FOR AHLIANZ, you guys got alot of piercings. Ok deana is so random, she's talking about minahs and ah lians again. I just fucking 100 percent despise them. SHOO MINAHS! SHOO! ARGHHHHH. and and PLEASE stop showing off ur sexy body on friendster taking uncensored pictures. BAPAK AKU HEART ATTACK LAH TENGOK KORANG NYE BADAN YANG MCM SIAL TU! Yes, my father owns a friendster. HAHAHAHA. FUCK YOU PEOPLE WHO MAKES OTHER RACES LOOK DOWN ON MALAYS! FUCK MINAH REPS! FUCK MAT REPS! FUCK ALLL OF YALL FANATICK MOTHAFUCKAS! ahahahahaha. consider yourself a minah/mat if you guys get angry at me by reading this post. K THANKS BAI! NUFF SAID OF MINAH/MAT.

oh, i remember quarreling with my ex about hip hop and rock. he's into rock and im into hip hop. and i remember him saying " you and your hippity hop friends can fuck off ". and i was like laughing my ass off because the way he says it is so freaking funny! HAHAHAHAHAHAH. hippity hop, wat the hell? hahaha. i was totally crazy over hip hop for the last 2 years till i was talking like some nikkuh or shall i say Fatalitee Phlow nye STEP NIGGA TALK laa kanz? Hahahaha. yuckkkk. hahahahaha. those were the good old days. or shall i say kental? HAHAH! alright alright.

AHHH BTW, if you got any advices like DRINK WATER or EAT WELL or whatsoever, to tell to a friend, THEN SMS HIM OR HER. you dont need the WHOLE WIDE WORLD to know that he's sick and needs water to drink right ?!! he's not sick forever what !?! right ?!!? HAHAHAHA sickening people. DEANA I CANT BELIEVE YOURE FINALLY OUT OF LOVE! maybe. ergh! well at least for now im not really into so many guys like i was. its time for a change baby! change change change! turn over a new leaf! or maybe plant a new tree! get what i mean? i cant be like last time. liking guys and making myself confused over who i want to be with and all that shit. currently wanting to stick to one, but waiting for confirmation lah kan? someone likes me more than a friend already. so i gotta know that someone more first lah kan? and and i think i need a doctor for my brain eh. i suddenly miss michael jackson. HAHAHAHA deana random like socks in the tree sia.

This will be the 2nd randomest post evah. Paragraph, not post. k start!
Yuni, thanks for blogging about me screaming in the cinema. It was cool shit like elephant ears of yours! Xueting tenots thanks for belanja-ing my movie tickets! You're the nicest banglah wife ever. HAHAHA. okay. i think i gotta make a big big apology. err icaa, sorry for blogging the wrong stuff about you and ayun? yeh, that's all. i did my part girl! i said sorry. now its up to you to say Apology Accepted or Rejected. If its a reject, i wonder what you want from me. OOOO LALAHZ. And andddd, as you readers can see, i deleted off those PICTURE LINKS because i think they do not deserve it lah those two guys (: that girl one she removed mine so i removed hers. WHUATEVAH! ahhahahahahaha. Deana nye blogging orang boleh potek sak mata! so many words, hardly got pictures eh? HAHAHAHAHAHA. rabak. i wonder who reads my blog :P I know you guys lazy to read. Till then, TC EH!

DEANA IS SORRY FOR EVERYTHING SHE
HAS DONE AND SHE WANNA CHANGE, TURN OVER TO A NEW LEAF AND START THINKING BABY!
(= ALL SMILES.

xoxo deana! ( AND ITS DEANA NOT DEANNA OR DEEANA! )
P.S. To MiraMuhayat, Sorry for everything, Kay? :D

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