NANACARTER LAA.

It's hard letting you go even after the break up. Do you realise how much I had commited and sacrificed? And I do know I make minor mistakes maybe 1 major mistakes. But look at yourself. You made me suffer alot. At home, with friends, everywhere. You had to lie to me saying that they're looking for you? No they didn't okay. I confirmed with them and they aren't looking for you. I wonder if you can ever read this passage. You really mean alot to me, but I have to accept the fact that I have to let you go. No matter what, I just want to let you know that I have never ever loved a guy as much as I loved you. I don't know what brings attraction to you. You're just a great guy, Alfie. Even though the shits that you do, I ignore. Come back, if you can.
I'm not waiting, no. If I have other guys who deserve me, I'll accept them. But I really really still do love you. I'll tell you when I'm over you, okay? Hah. Bitchy me.

Xoxo, Deana.

P/S: Mend my heart, anyone.