NANACARTER LAA.

I feel emo shit the moment I wake up.


What up readers! I just woke up and I kinda have somethings to share with you. I have very, very, low self esteem. I am a negative thinker.



Hmm, I don't know why I'm like this. After the camp, I felt like I look really ugly.
I'm being 101% honest here, I have a dark skin tone. Most of my online friends who meet me was okay with the fact that I'm dark, but I'm not. Yes, I'm a mix of Indian. No, not Tamil. It's a whole different Indian. And it's go nothing to do with my skin tone :@ I always tell myself, I am who I am and I can't change this fact. I look this way because Allah made me this way.



But still, there's not any difference at all. I'm the same ol' dark nana. Nothing else actually. Just plain dark. Like soccer boys. Say what you want. I admit, those words WILL break me. I'm so stupid. Everyone goes for looks. Why must I be the one who gets all the problem? Why can't you people accept me for who I am? This seriously sucks, I swear. Hmm..
Xoxo. Mrs Carter.



Ps; when I look at lil Wayne, I smile ear to ear, then go back to where I came from. The sadness. I don't like how I'm living my life. Bye. Suck your own tits if you're a girl. Suck your own dicks if you're a guy. Fuck racists la. Fuck all of you.
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