NANACARTER LAA.

NOW THIS IS LOVE.
MY BROTHER SPENT HIS TIME AT HOME DOING THIS FOR HIS EX GF.
REGRET KAN BREAK?
INSYAALLAH YOU GUYS "PATCH".
I LOVE YANA TOO, YOU KNOW.
I MISS GOING TO MOVIES WITH YOU AND HIM CUDDLING.
AND STILL, I MISS TEASING YOU BECAUSE IM TALLER THAN YOU, KAK YANA.
SEE, MY BROTHER REALLY LOVES YOU. LOOK AT HIM.
KESIAN KAN TENGOK HIS BIG ROUND EYES?
JUST STARING AT YOU WANTING TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU.
NOW IM WONDERING, IF YOU WOULD ACCEPT HIS APOLOGY.
YES, I AGREE. HE IS STUPID SOMETIMES.
BUT STILL, AFTER 3 YEARS, YOU JUST WANNA LET IT GO?
JUST LIKE THAT?
3 YEARS OF FUN, UPS, DOWNS, EVERYTHING?
I DOUBT YOU'D FORGET HIM IN A FLASH, RIGHT?
SO PLEASE. MAKE YOUR DESCISION.
I HOPE ITS A YES, I'LL TAKE HIM BACK.

(HEHEHEHE. IM SWEET TOO KAN.)
XOXO, DEANA.
AMIN (:

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Hello world.
Dah tahu, abeh tanya? Ya la, aku kena suspended 2 hari.
I am too good to be in school. Hehehehehehe. :)
Anyways, that is SO nothing to be proud of ar. I sorta "regret" doing all that.
At least i had fun *grins naughtily*
I should be happy that Charlie didn't put his angel in Girls' Home. Charlie wanted to give me a weeks' suspension but i declined and won his heart by giving him my cute little innocent look. He gave me 2 days only. YAY.
Everything is forgiven and forgotten.

There's only 1 person in the world that I don't want to let
down,
But already did.
He is, MY FATHER.
I am sorry, Abah. Na tawu Na buat salah. Tapi Na did it not on
purpose.
You can say, I didn't think. 'Coz I really
didn't.
I wasn't.
Now I am. Mark my words.
Give me 1 month, 2 months. And I'll be the Na you've all been
waiting for.
Amin.

My chomels haven't seen me for 3 days already. I miss them all.
Eh ya! I have something to say.

YOU DONT HAVE THE FUCKING RIGHT TO JUDGE WHO I CAN MIX AROUND WITH.
SO WHAT IF ITS ALL BOYS? JEALOUS IS IT? FUCK OFF SUDAH =D

Ok bye.
p/s: I KISSED AND TELL

Good morning to all my readers. (:
This is going to be a long update after me, MIA. Haha! I guess it's time to change blogskin. (Again!) Hmmmm... Anyways,
School has been extremely BORING due to internal suspension. Sitting at detention corner from 8.00AM to 1.15pm on Mondays, Tuesdays. 8.00AM to 2.15pm on Wednesdays, Thursdays. And the best day of the week, Friday, 8.00AM to 12.15pm! Doing nothing at the RC. I hate my school sometimes. Frankly, I love weekdays instead of weekends. Weekdays, during school is a wreck. But AFTER school, at least I get to meet my darlings at our usual place. Eventhough I just got closer to you guys, I do feel comfortable. Gerek lar korang! Lol.
Life has been _____BAHHH_____ as usual. Wouldn't wanna talk about it. Hmmmmm...
I just viewed Deedi's blog and read her post.
If anyone is fucking not happy with her, come tell her lar. Ini bukan aku nak masok campur hal dier ke aper ahk, tapi dier tu kawan aku. So yes. Kalau kau pikeh dia placo, bohsia, kau saper sak nak judge dier? Kau nak masokchampo die pey life knape sials? Ade die kacau kau pe? Lek one corner sudah laa ehh! And eh, dier peh pasal arr nk bobal feneh ke ape. Ade menyusahkan kau pe? Kalau ade, blang uh sio. Sini meh meh. Dee, kau relek jek. Nnti satu ari kite dapat capai syaper buat life kau ginik. Dorang kan takde puki/konek lah kan nak face kao. Fuuh. Haha!
Sudah laa eh, aku pon dah malas nak layan si ___ tu. Free free ludah aku dary atas. Aku diam. Biar ahh.
so aku diam. (: kasi korang happy. oke? HAHAHAH! Yes, aku dah tindek lidah. Yuni jealous kan? Kan kan? Joking lahh ^^ Hahaha. Moving on...


Gwe sayang sama rakan lepak gwe lar ye. OK bye! Gua tak saba esok skola beb. Mau jumpa members pey pasal. Huakhuaaak ^^

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sorry ah, malas nak update.
lepak banyak sangat ah. hahaha.
lol.
i pierced my tongue.
:D
yuni said,
"FUCK YOUR _______"
sheesh, i pierce for you? WANT WANT?
HAHAHAHA! Bbye.

ey ey, sorry dah lama tak update.
i cant use the computer much laa.
i lepaked with..
TASHA
ZAHIRUL GEREK PARTNERRR♥
GEMOK
CHUCK BOI
ETC ETC.
and i freaking loike lepaking with them.
SUPER GEREK.
ok, bye.



p.s I gave you my barbell sia!

Hello world.
Sorry for the looooooooong MIA kinda thing. Heh.
My computer's down, now I'm at my brother's crib slacking.
Raya is coming in 2 days baby, 2 days.
I'm doing henna tomorrow, hee ^^
Oh wells. (wah stupid misteri jam 12 damn scary sakkk)
Can I update one by one? From the ones I remember? Okay.

SATURDAY
Was the bomb bodo. I went to meet Siti & Yuni, and then _________. Hehe. ^^
After that, I rang Shawn and went over to meet him at Cine leisure, orite. Met 3 hot ladies, and a guy named Elf. Oh my god, I terserempak with Bob! Damn, was I shocked or what. What a small, tiny, winy world. Slacked around, sing, and had downs too. After they split up with me, as they had to go some other places, I rang Derick and headed to Paya Lebar and met him and his friend. Weeha! ^^ Was I happy or what? Hahahah. Totally bodo. I felt so happy the moment I saw him. "Eh, where's my friend, where's my friend?" Derick said. Yeah, I was like a dwarf beside him. Walked around, he got himself a baju kurung! Haha. Semangat sampai beli butang siol. Cute kepe (: Well after that, I missed last train, last bus. His friend had to go. Believe it or not, we WALKED to Bedok. Woahlaoway. "My legs were crying!". I owe Derick $10. Sumpah aku tak tahu bila nak bayar. (Oh if you're reading this, text your account number to my hp number, the 8393...) Then I decided to call Adam, to have a little chat. And when we had to part, I have Derick a nice big goodbye hug! At around 5.30am. Alah, as if I'm not going to meet you anymore. I will, I will. Hees^^ Headed to Woodlands. Met Adam! Chat for a while, and went off. Met Zafirah at Bukit Batok. Went off again. To home. The end. And ya, I didn't sleep. :P

THURSDAY
Slacked with my juniors. Putri, Tasha, Amirul, etc. Daaaaaamn it was fun. ^^ Nothing much to elaborate, just that I danced like a mad woman at the playground. How embarresing :#

TODAY
I slacked with Yuni. So much of laughter man. Really. I camwhored with a CAT, and end up I kena bite by the cat. Hahahaha. Yuni laugh at me. I kill you. Stunt tio siaa bodo! Hahaha. It left a mark LOL! Then went some place to camwhore with Yuni Tall Girl. I'm like short sia! Everyone's growing taller than me. Oh gaaaaaaaaaaaaawd. Sad. After that, I was walking home when i saw...
KHAI AND TOYAK!
How happy I was. Daaaarn it. I miss them. Finally came out eh? Hehe. You know I know bebeh. Well, Khai teached me how to make a ______! Lain kali kan, jangan BOSAN. *Inside Joke* Kau BORING je. Hehehe. Faham? Hehe. Babi lar kau.
Toyak: Eh da buke. Aku nak balik ni, nak buke.
Me: Buke otak kau bodo.
But before that, Hehehhe. Something really funny happened. Toyak's umbrella broke. Into HALF. Hahahahahahahahaha. Idk what he was doing sih.

EXTRA EXTRA ATTENSI
If you're a woman, you're born with a thing called VIRGINITY. Keep it. Tak perlu nak beritahu sesiapa yang engkau pernah main dengan so and so. Kita tidak tanya. Takde faedah pon kau beritahu. Siapa kisah? Diorang SPREAD lagi ada. Bagos ke? Tak. Kasi lah itu jantan main kau puas puas, sampai kau longgar macam balloon yang dah exhausted. Hehehe. ^^ BEST KAN BITCH PASAL ORANG? HEHEHHE AKU BABI SIA PERANGAI!

OPEN HOUSE PAT RUMAH AKU!
SIAPA MAHU DATANG?
NEXT FRIDAY, PEOPLE!
DATANG PLEASE. ASK ME FOR ADDRESS. TATA.
ONLINE FRIENDS INCLUDED.
BTW, ONLY KAWAN JE AH ON FRIDAY. TAKDA FAMILY2 AKU. HEHE.
BYE.

xoxo, deana.
p/s THAT HUG WAS THA BOMB.

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Hello world.
Yes, I made a tagboard for spammers/those with no life. (:
Cool isn't it? Hehe.
Anyways...


1) Mother
She has been troubled by so many things. Brother, didn't come home. When mom called him, he answers rudely to what she asks. Why must you do this to her? Raya's coming. Think ah. You freakishly STUPID, no brain mat rape. Stupid sia. Make my mother so stress -.- Tido kat hotel? You got a home. Why must tak balik and sleep at hotel? Stupid. Hotel buat keje per ngan minah rape? Haaaaaaa. I love your ex girlfriend. The one who can tolerate with your nonsense. The one who can stick with you for 3 years already. Hmm...



2) Computer
I cried today, because my baby computer.. is sick. Cannot on. I tried restarting it for 5 hours, and at last, at 6.40pm, it could be turned on. I prayed for you, commy. I CRIED. I can't believe I love you that much. Well.. Duh. Hehe. Believe it or not, readers. I cried. HEHEHEHE. My mom was darn angry because I cried just because of a stupid computer, not being able to get turned on. HAHAHAHA



3) Bud
He's baaaaaaaaaaaaaaack. I think. He told me that after he met me, he got into an accident and lost his bike, and lost his head for a while. I can't take this few words that I saw. "I felt that you were bad luck". Bud, I don't believe I am. That was the very first time I met you, okay. And I felt really comfortable. After you started ignoring me, etc. I felt like you were being so unfair. Did you know that I was awfully damn worried after you sent me home? Thank Allah you were okay. Hmmm... I'm sorry if I had been a bad luck charm to you.



4) Life
It has been tough, it has been great. At times. Hmm. Deana is a person who goes through ALOT and I emphasize on the word ALOT of problems. It never ends. One problem after another. I just don't get it. Why me? Why must I get all the bad things? Maybe I am a bad luck charm. I have signs of it too, supernatural-ly. But still, I'm sure with religious efforts that I will make, it will all go off. Amin.


5) Love
I'm really unsure, readers. I'm the type who's always in and out of love. But I really am not ready. I can't make up my mind. Who really is the one for me? I just.. need time, alright? Please. Thank you.

All in all, I'll pray really hard that I pass my exams which comes really soon. I aim for at least 2 A1s. English and Maths, that is. Once I get 2 A1s, I recieve a DSLR Camera. Wooo! Here I come, D90! (Y)

Xoxo, Deana
P/S: Which one? *confused*

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Hello world.
I have a reason to why I changed my blog link, alright?
Ask me if you wanna know why ^^
Anyways, today, Mommy and I witnessed a kid trying to STEAL drinks.
Bulan puasa siaa, and furthermore, they are malays and only primary 3 and primary 4.
"Eh kau nak air ni?" I overheard Boykental talking to Boytaik.
So I said to Mommy, "agaknye dorang nak curik. tengok yok." (maybe they want to steal, lets watch.) As we watched, Boykental ran with 2 drinks.
M: Oi oi, ape kau buat? Mari sini!
D: LAUGHING OUT LOUD
BK: Takde pape.
M: Da bayar belom?
BK: Belom.
M: Kau curik eh? Bulan puasa macam gini. Aunty! Aunty! Mana aunty tu?
BK: Tak tau. *puts drinks back*
M: Aunty, these 2 boys were trying to steal your things.
BT: I never. He only.
BK: He also. *looks at my mommy* Die curik gula gula.
BT: Die curik air.
A: Nevermind. Ah you boys arr, I call police. You want me call police or you call your mother father come down?
M: Dont give chance this one. I dont want them to be spoilt brats when they grow up. That's why.
A: Yaa, this one first time. I always give chance, the kids. Aiyahhh, jialat.
A: Wat ur mother number?
BK AND BT: I dont know.
M: Sape kat ruma?
BK: Takde orang. Nenek je.
M: Panggil turon.
BK: Tk bleh. Nenek sakit kaki.
M: Mak?
BK: Keje.
M: Bapak?
BK: Bapak tinggal pat sembawang arr.

Ahhh, the thing too long. I lazy to type.
More info, ask me.
But there's one part I would like to share.

M: This one both schooling at Shuqun. Can go school if they never come down with parents later.
BK: Nono, i never school at Shuqun. I school at Rulang.
M: Ok.

I can see that they are still not matured seh. Everything bilang. Ala, budak kecik. Apa nak buat? Hee ^^ Kesian. Lain kali nak tips curik mencurik, tanya kakak ok? Haha! Joking :P
Next!

I miss you so badly. I think you know who you are. You should know. I made a mistake, and regretted. I really am sorry. Can I be your shawty once again? This feeling for you came back, and I'm sure I'd be a better one, rather than last time. I love you Mr Red-Baju-Raya. Muah!

i sucked

WARNING: deana will sound like a minah rep in this post.
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EH CB, kalau ade matair, kene amik gamba zina pe?
Da tu, tunjok2 orang.
Kau pikir cool per?
Matair tu kau punye pasal ah,
Tapi takya nak sengaje boast pe tu kau nye matair.
So what bodo!
Aku bole carik jantan lagi bagos ah dari die.
Ade angkong, SO?
Ade gang, SO?
Aku tak kesah ah tu sume, pompan.
Gi mati sudah kau.
Hope kau ngan di last long ahk!
LANCHAOWEIIIII~

I do not need your comments about my hair.
Your hair sendiri tak lawa, cakap orang.
Different people different perceptions la BODO nye SHITFACE.
You and your 2 gigantic GROWING MOLES can fug off.
So what if you're fair?
God pities you with your ugly looks that's why.
Imagine you being dark like me.
Confirm nobody likes you. Not even Dinkiryu.
Im dark, and already thankful that i'm pretty.
I do not compliment all the OTHER girls that I see out there.
You literally compliment almost all the other girls you see.
"Eh lawa eh dier".
Even Mom said you are prettier.
BUT NOOOOOOOOOO, tak appreciate.
Shit you. Kill you.

And to the others out there, who thinks im rude,
FUCK OFF and get a life.
MYOB.
Sisters are like this.
Especially when your sister calls you fat and she herself thinks she's so hot.
Hooker body she has. Shit fuck face too.
Die lah you asshole.
LOL.
Im angry :@
Xoxo, D.

hi.

im sick.

sick of being at home.

someone, ask me out pls.

pool or kbox.

anything pls.

TAG. thanks.

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Good morning to all my readers. Today, I will blog about nothing. I am BORED. I am sooo bored. Extremely bored. Bleargh. I cannot tahan the boredome. Argh. Btw, how's my new hairdo? Heh heh. K, bye.

Xoxo Deana!
P/S Im guilty. I yearn for your voice, your forgiveness.

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Bad bad bad results!
I wish I had done better.
But hey, I only got 1 U grade seh.
Previous one, I had 3. Raaaaabak! :P
Anyways,
TODAY IS AS PER NORMAL. Last day of school mah.

I entered school with my hair not tied up.
Darrick: "Eeeeeee, deana pontianak!"
Solehah: "Eh. Like Lady Gaga seh."
Deana: "HOW TO TIE MY HAIR!?"
Hahahaha. Sayang uh Yuni never come.
I left a message on our whiteboard..

"YUNI AMIRAH AMRAN <3>

woooooots, Ms Han saw and IGNORED! Wa sokong sama lu. x)

xoxo, deana.
p/s Get well soon Ibu.

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posted by Deana.  # 1:56 PM 0 Comments

today's the most tiring day of the week!
in school, nothing much lah.
just that i talked to that person who made me angry ^^
and things got better. so yeah.
thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~
after school
went to do my hair
omg
i love my hair
but when i tie it up,
i look weird
urgh
whatever sehhhhhhhh


oh and to whom it may concern:
fuck you ah. nak mengumpat pakai otak ah. dont make it obvious bodo.
tengok2 aku satsat nape sak? kau pikir kau big fuck per?
kau surrounded by boys so what?
bitch lah katekan?
tkya buke puase,
buke isap bird nye si dia tu la yang kau gile gile kan pat mother tongue class.
wakakakakakaka.
busted siak.
meh sini meh,
bobal ngan aku face to face.
da bace, puas?
heeeeeeeee^^
deana gembira!

xoxo, DEANA

Random picha uploaded, HAH.

HATE TAGGERS
I dont mind people hating me in school. It's only school. I'm sure you got issues with people too, right? Trust me, if you think you're SO LOVED by EVERYONE, tell me straight to the face that you dislike me. Really. I won't mind. Instead, I'll be happy for you! Since you think EVERYONE dislikes me. And fuck you, if my friends, my classmates don't like me, they won't even talk to me. I told them already, I'M DIFFERENT. Not the 'step sat sat kaninabeh muke mintak kene pam jalan nak step mane nye minah rep sesat' girl anymore. Slowly, I AM changing. It's ok if I got haters what. Upper secs are going off next year, as in the Sec 4 and 5. I'll only have to "suffer" with Sec 3 going Sec 4. It's ok, I'll survive in the mean time while I'm changing.

TO ANYONE WHO HATES ME IN SCHOOL
I dare you guys to tell me in the face. You don't like me, you tell me. Tell me a valid reason why, and who are you to hate me. Ok? Great. Hee^^

Someone said to me this..
"Dont care what ___ says lah. Just be yourself. Dont let the words bring you down. I suppose if ___ says all that, what can you do? What's done cannot be undone what. Let __ be. Just chill."
Hints on who told me? He loves chicken chop (:
Made me realise some things that well, if __ keeps on talking shit about me but dosen't really proves it, then what's the point? Pfffffft. Dosen't really matter now. I wanna beat you in studies, kekekee ^^ Guess I can ya? I've been a very very patient girl now. Very.

UNBELIEVEABLE? Believe it.

Oh, it was fun "bullying" yuni in mt class.
YUNILUVAZHAR! YUNILUVAZHAR!
Huakhuaaak^^

(im not being rude or whatsoever, but i really cant communicate with Allah in malay, sorry. so i have to type in english alright. i know you understand me)

Ya Allah, please strengthen his iman. I know you took grandpa's life away for a reason. These are all parts and parcels of life. I pray hard that you'd save his mother's life just to make things better. I really don't want to see him suffer this way. Please Ya Allah, help him. Guide him. I cant believe i'm crying. Hmmmm... I pity him, alot. Ya Allah, please forgive his parents for any sin that they have done. Amin.

till here.
Xoxo, Deana.
P/S I need a total of 200 bucks by end of raya. Thanks!

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